Sad, depress and threaten pregnancy. *Update*
I had my last period on Dec 8, 2010, on January 16, 2011 after a week of missing my period we tested positive on 4 different pregnancy test. It was fine until 3 days ago when I started spotting pink, then it esculated to spotting red blood and bad cramps last night. I had enough and my husband and I went to the ER. The docs checked my vitals, drew blood, cervix and pelvic exam, ultrasound and a transvaginal ultrasound.
I don't know if its because we were in a military ER, but the docs didnt know why i was bleeding or cramping, the doc said I was definately pregnant and had a gestational sac but they couldn't see what, or if anything was inside the sac. He said there were 3 possibilities, 1 its too early, 2 failed pregnancy or 3 ectopic pregnancy. I have a follow up on Tue to get probe some more and check my hcg level against todays numbers.
This is our first pregnancy, I'm scared, worried, stressed and numb. I'm afraid of the last two possibilities but hopeful for the first and for clearer answers on Tue. I just felt like I needed to talk to someone and let it out.
I don't know if its because we were in a military ER, but the docs didnt know why i was bleeding or cramping, the doc said I was definately pregnant and had a gestational sac but they couldn't see what, or if anything was inside the sac. He said there were 3 possibilities, 1 its too early, 2 failed pregnancy or 3 ectopic pregnancy. I have a follow up on Tue to get probe some more and check my hcg level against todays numbers.
This is our first pregnancy, I'm scared, worried, stressed and numb. I'm afraid of the last two possibilities but hopeful for the first and for clearer answers on Tue. I just felt like I needed to talk to someone and let it out.
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weeks...didnt see nothing..they did hcg level it was 375 so im def pregnant..i have to go back at 7 weeks....i pray everything is ok...i wish us the best of luck..
Last night, I started bleeding really bad and cramping. I went to the the bathroom to pee and noticed there was two large blood clots. I instantly knew something was wrong and I cried all night until I fell asleep. In the morning, I woke up to pee and same thing... blood clots and cramping. I cried all morning until I went back to sleep and then headed to to my doctor's appointment that afternoon.
At the appointment, the doc performed a transvaginal ultrasound and showed me my uterus which at this point had nothing in it anymore. She explained that chances are I had pass the gestrational sac along with the blood and cramping so pretty much I had a miscarriage. My husband and I pretty much knew the night before that it wasn't a good sign so we had prepared for the worst but hoped for the best.
I know this is common but it just hurts so much and I just can't stop crying. I try not to think about it but I feel like I've just lost a peice of me or a piece of me has died. I have learned a lot and know that things happen for a reason and I am hopeful about the furture especially when it comes to us trying for kids.
Thanks to all for your support and encourgement.