do u think i need meds?

Alwayzbeenurz2008Alwayzbeenurz2008
edited October 2012 in Not Pregnancy Related - NPR
I go from 0 to pissed so quick over stupid things. I sometimes get so mad a slam my phone into whatevers close. Luckly my phone is a champ and is okay. I really want to be violent sometimes. I have been before baby I few times which I know isn't right. I jump all over my mom for stupid things she says. I feel bad but I never say I'm sorry I can't do it. Idk what the hell is wrong I feel bad and it sucks I hate always arguing and its exhausting. I'm just not sure if I need to talk to someone or not and who would I talk to? And its most directed at my mom or boyfriend I'm never angery or anything to my son.

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  • ripKaydenceripKaydence
    edited October 2012
    Im bi polar! And i was on 1200 mg of lithium talk to your reg doc about it and they can refer you to a therapist and you'll get a psychiatrist Who can help get you meds if need be.
  • baileygoosebaileygoose
    I would talk to someone for sure! You deserve to feel better & someone may be able to help! Also, I really think you should apologize to your mother, it may mean the world to her. How much worse would you feel if you never had the chance to apologize? Even if you need to just email her, she will appreciate it. Hope you find peace & feel better!
  • Janet_2011Janet_2011
    Maybe you should seek professional help . But is weird that is only directed towards your mom and your bf, have they done something to you that you are yet to forgive? maybe you though you got over it but deep down you might still be holding a grudge and you just explode when they do anything.
  • Alwayzbeenurz2008Alwayzbeenurz2008
    @homebirthadvocate @ripkaydence I'm going to make an apointment to see my pcp and go from there. Thanks ladies. @Baileygoose your right I never thought of that. :( @Janet_2011 I'm not sure really I may have a reason I might possibly have deep anger I thought I was over directed at my mom. But my boyfriend hasn't done anything unforgiveable he just always seems to throw bs in my face or acts what I feel is stupid. I really hope I can get some type of help consuling or something. The people around me really deserve better and so do I. When I was pregnant I was nothing like this...
  • firsttimemomfirsttimemom
    Even if they personally haven't done anything to you, it could be you have something happen/witness and its haunting you and you don't know it and take it out on them because they're there. I had that happen you do need to talk to someone.
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