Have really been questioning my desire to have more kids...
After my baby got really sick this last week. Its a little too late though since I am now 11wks pregnant. But the first thing that popped into my mind as I was in the hospital with him was "I don't want to go through this with another baby" I just can't see my babies suffer like that, they are so innocent. How do the moms that have so many kids like @wilsonmom, handle it? I would never sleep with worry! You have to be SUPER strong. I cried for days after my baby got so sick.
Honestly if I wasn't pregnant right now I probably would not want another one. Don't get me wrong, I know this baby is a blessing and I will love them just the same. After all that happened with my baby at the hospital I said to my bf "do u think this is the reason many people stop having kids after only 1?" And he responded "I think this is exactly it" ...then that horrible shooting, the evil in this world is getting worse and worse and it scares me even more to bring another innocent life into it.
Honestly if I wasn't pregnant right now I probably would not want another one. Don't get me wrong, I know this baby is a blessing and I will love them just the same. After all that happened with my baby at the hospital I said to my bf "do u think this is the reason many people stop having kids after only 1?" And he responded "I think this is exactly it" ...then that horrible shooting, the evil in this world is getting worse and worse and it scares me even more to bring another innocent life into it.
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Maybe I will find out what I need to do to be able to homeschool my lo's or find a school with that you have to be buzzed into.
Am I remembering right Ur baby needed tummy surgery and u were't able to bf? Bc if so I would have cried for days to. I half and halved my lo with formula and still cried. Bc my milk gave him gas bad!!
@char no that wasn't me, my LO had a febrile seizure Tuesday night as we were both sleeping...I am not a SAHM yet, planning to after this baby is born in July and I am also worried about that too, I hope I can handle it. I am afraid I will get really lonely, hoping for the best though. Hope u feel better
@char no that wasn't me, my LO had a febrile seizure Tuesday night as we were both sleeping...I am not a SAHM yet, planning to after this baby is born in July and I am also worried about that too, I hope I can handle it. I am afraid I will get really lonely, hoping for the best though. Hope u feel better
I am due June 30 I told him he better get his drivers license bc my car will only fit two kids. Plus I am not taking my newborn back into a hospital. When it's time he will need to drive his son to our house he ignored me.lol oh well he will figure out the hard way how fun a 5 Year old will be in a hospital for a couple days.
I have enjoyed this year!!! After the first few months I just have a really bad fear of pad again.
@natashalynn I hope you are right!
@wilsomom you are definitely a brave lady! But you are right, there are far more happy times than the worrisome ones.
@waitingformybaby that's the thing though, even if I have more than one if something happened to one I.still don't think I can go on.