i hate my babys father. i dont wanna be with him no more!!

mommyto1soontob2mommyto1soontob2
edited March 2011 in Pregnant
I've tried breakin up with him for over a year,I took a break and was single. We live together so its hard. I really hate him I can explain all day how he is. Just a down right dick. He is mean to our daughter and me. Threatening to move away. Good I want him to. I wish he woulda left me. He's worthless jobless,no good,ugly,rude. I wish he went to jail. I'm miserable. He should treat me better. He complains I'm not this I'm not that. Well if you were nice I would be too! He bitches I sleep. Yells I'm cranky. Says I'm using pregnancy to be a bitch. He Fuck with me makes me cry then says grow up. He don't wanna talk about names. Yes I'm only about ten weeks but since we don't agree now I wanna start thinkin have choices ya know. I jus really shouldn't be going through this. He wanted to knock me up. I wanted to go back to school and become rn. Well now look he got his wish I'm in school failing. I'm so stressed and I'm sick of crying. And I'm pregnant I can cry for no reason but I gotta explain myself. I got nails pedi and eyebrows. Took four hours. He swore I was cheating. Like ewww

Comments

  • lmirandalmiranda
    Omg! I sooo feel your pain but the difference is I am married to the man and we are expecting our second child. I am done with him just matter of time I am just going to leave. I stay for my daughter to give him a chance to be a dad. He is a great father but a terrible husband. He is a verbal abuser and other stuff... but I feel your pain and there will be a day when you just say ENOUGH is ENOUGH! And my time is coming really soon...
  • lmirandalmiranda
    he tells me I married to young and I say I married the wrong person.... fu!
  • mommyto1soontob2mommyto1soontob2
    I'm also on baby 2. I've been with him for 7 years. And for three I haven't wanted to be. Feel kinda stuck
  • lmirandalmiranda
    I have been married for 2 years and known him for total of 6 years. But you should never feel stuck find support from Ur fam. I want to leave but I think about my babies and tryn for them. But I am getting to the point of enough is enough.. he is a verbal abuser and I don't deserve it..
  • Mommie_McAteeMommie_McAtee
    Dang, I know how you feel. I think I would be gone but he has to pay the bills so I'm staying for that. But hes not that bad I just have trust issues.
  • lmirandalmiranda
    Same here. He has already damaged our trust. Once trust is gone out a relationship you have nothing else. Same with him paying the bills but that would not stop me. it is his fault that our relationship is the way it is... he says hr loves me but no man who really loves there women would do the shit this dickhead does... if you know what I an sayn.
  • Mama_busy_beeMama_busy_bee
    :( ya mine can be verbaly abusive. I just stay quiet. Miss my friends...i throw myself into work. Magics gone for sure. Im just bearing the depression I wanna tell doc but hes always there. Hang in there guys.
  • lmirandalmiranda
    I will be telling my Dr and going to request counseling for myself before I go crazy on this guy....
  • Mama_busy_beeMama_busy_bee
    I will just my appt hasnr come. Its embarrassing
  • mommyto1soontob2mommyto1soontob2
    I'm mad the legal system won't help me for mental abuse. They removed my dad for mental abuse and he hit me. Bd does the same but only hit me once and I whooped his ass this girl knows how to fight lol. But the cops got called and I was the one taken out aide by gun drawn to my head. He pushed me to snap and its ok!? Ughh I wanna box him again bit he's gotta push me or somethin first so I don't to to jail. It's that bad I feel this way. I'm over crying because of him.
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