Please help me stay calm

prettiekittie31prettiekittie31
edited April 2011 in Pregnant
This fool has the audicity to stroll back into the house and not say anything. Oh he speaks to the kids on purpose. Stuff like this just makes me want to run in there screaming, that if this is the way he wants to conduct himself. then he can just pack his crap and get the heck out. I dont know what chick he been up under. I do know he called his brother and his voice mail since i monitor the phone accounts....what should I do. He thinks this is acceptable behavior. and rather than continue to go through this again and again, I rather just face the pain of him leaving and get it over with. I have come so far in my life than to let him tear down what i have fought so long to build up for my girls. I know it will hurt them tremendously, but i cant be doing them any good to constantly watch us go at it. I hate the way i feel right now. I cant stand it. In one week im having this baby, so i guess i better plan on doing it alone!! Im going to take a damn cab to the hospital on next sunday, and my baby and I will get home the best way we can. He needs to know that I am serious bout not taking this sh*t from him. I wish he would just grow the balls to completely leave so I wont be the blame. I just cant stand it anymore im about to explode!!!

Comments

  • lisardelislisardelis
    Are u guys married??? I think u are a strong woman that will make the right decision for u and ur kids a decision that will take their life to the next level....we mothers know very good what we have to do follow ur heart God will give u the best decision and when u make it u will feel in peace no regrets and God will help u all heal ih need to...ill pray for u
  • prettiekittie31prettiekittie31
    yeah were married, 6 years this month, together for 9. Im just so sick of this. He a chovanist pig who thinks im supposed to be his slave. I just cant stand it!
  • lisardelislisardelis
    Take deep breaths and think about ur babies that get scared to see u suffering I remember that was kind of the scene at my parents when I was little till this day I remember it all....when u feel calm u can also make the right moves mainly cus u have kids...don't rush give ur self some time remember u also have a little one inside....u are a smart woman
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  • prettiekittie31prettiekittie31
    @mshahir, thanks i needed that chuckle (rico suave) and your quite right in everything you said. people only do what you allow.....and i have allowed to much.
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