Sad and hurt...
My childs father, I love him more than I could ever say or show. He is also the father of my youngest daughter. Since I found out I was pregnant again things have been different. Tonight, he told me I am miserable and I can be miserable by myself. I just hung up. Yeah I know I've been a little extra bitchy....I am exhausted all the time. I feel like I do it all by myself. When I ask for help (picking up, etc.) He says its not my house. So yes, I do get pissy and bitchy. I guess I am destined to be alone...for my pregnancies at least. My oldest daughters father just wasn't there...my youngest missed the first 6 months because we broke up right before finding out I was pregnant. And now three months into this one it looks as if he's leaving. I've tried explaining things...doesn't usually work out. We planned on moving in together this summer. We've talked about marriage. When I got pregnant this was my biggest fear...doing it alone again.
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