I WISH PEOPLE WOULD WORRY ABOUT THEMSELVES, AND STOP TRYING TO BRING ME DOWN WITH THEM! (VERY LONG)
Well, to start off, I am from a VERY big family, and we're all very close. My step-dad and I have always had a really strong connection. From day one, we were "best friends". He has 4 kids from 2 previous marriages (3 boys, 1 girl), 3 of which are SUPPOSED to be grown adults. When his kids were growing up, he was unable to give them a relationship like we have, because he worked constantly to provide for his family. His oldest, and second oldest, sons made something of themselves. His daughter, Angela, on the other hand, refuses to do anything for herself, or her 3 kids. She depends on her grandma and my mom to provide for her. She got a job about 6 months ago, worked for about 2 months, and then quit. She gave all the money she made to her "boyfriend" who is married to another woman, lives with another woman, has her car constantly, and does absolutly nothing for his 2 kids (the oldest isn't his). He only comes around when he wants booty, or needs money. Now, I wasn't the ideal kid. I had a lot of problems in life, most were emotional problems before I came out and told my mom that I was raped 5 years earlier, but nonetheless, I was a troubled child. I got to a point in my life where I was tired of letting my past control my life, so I got up off my behind, got a job, and got enrolled in a trade school. I pushed my self to the limits, mentally and physically, until I accomplished the goals I set for myself. I met my fiance over a year ago, and found out I was pregnant last December. Unfortunatly, things happened financially that we didn't plan, so we ended up having to move in with his parents while we tried to get on our feet. We live with basic things, we don't have any leftover money for any type of luxory items, but my fiance works as many hours as Best Buy will possibly give him, while I am on Social Security because of a previous happening. Well, my mom and step-dad sees we're trying as hard as we can, making the best of what we have, and looking for better employment oppertunities, which unfortunatly in the area we live, there's not much of anything as far as work. So, they offered to help set us up with a place to stay closer to where they live, so my fiance can get into the oilfeild, which is a pretty high paying job. Angela is pissed. She always tries to bring me down about my pregnancy, and keeps wishing that my child will be as bad as hers, since she is a pretty uncaring mother, the kids do and say ANYTHING. Her 3 year old WILL curse you out lower than a dog, and she thinks it's funny. She's told me that I don't deserve her dad's help, because I'm not his kid. He should be doing all this for her, someone who does nothing for themself, instead of me. She's told me my baby is going to be mentally disabled because of my past troubles. And, she's told family members that she hopes I miscarry because I don't deserve a child until I can fully provide for my family. Uhh, has she not looked in a mirror for 13 years? I'm not the type of person to hold my tounge, I never was. I deserve the amount of respect I give anyone else. But, she is pushing me to the limits. I don't want to cause problems in the family because of her ignorance, but I don't think she should go on saying these things without someone putting her in her place. I'm tired of being the butt of all her self pitty. One day, I'm going to explode! And, it's going to be soon. Sorry for going on and on, but I am so pissed, I just needed to vent.
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