Fairytale families
I highly believe th reason I have yet to be excited for my baby (due july 4) is because im not in a relationship w th bd. Even though its not my fault it breaks my heart because I always dreamed of having my husband tht would be my bestriend and havin a big happy family together and now I feel lik all my dreams are crushed. I dont want to get married at all anymore and I only want one child and when I think about it, im lik damn.. What happened to my dream? 
I wish things were different but my bd is an immature guy tht I honestly despice & I blame him for ruinin my dream even tho I know I shouldnt.
Ughhh pregnancy hormones. :l
Anybody else feel lik this?
Also, I wanna know/read some stories of your love life. Did your dreamman come true?
I wish things were different but my bd is an immature guy tht I honestly despice & I blame him for ruinin my dream even tho I know I shouldnt.
Ughhh pregnancy hormones. :l
Anybody else feel lik this?
Also, I wanna know/read some stories of your love life. Did your dreamman come true?
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My boyfriend and I met 1500 miles away, on our phones. We had the same exact phone (Palm Pre) and there was this 'chat' app called Global Shoutbox Beta. I had the app from day 1 (end of March '10) he got it in April sometime. There weren't a lot of us, so in the first week we decided we would be 'Beta's'. And if people wanted to be in our group they had to follow the rules of being nice and such. On april there was an official version of the app, but it turned ghetto real fast and we vowed not to tell them of our peaceful beta app. Well someone became a troll and spammed there was a 'better' version and how to get it. My boyfriend ended up coming to the beta app (he actually didn't know if I were a boy or girl til someone else asked) and he was cool, we clicked. THEN a photo app came out a few days after he found the beta.. and we all added pictures of ourselves, then there was that physical attraction. It also had private messaging. We traded numbers on May 3 last year, we declared that to be our anniversary. A few months later, after literally 1000s of text and over 100 minutes of talk time, he flew to tx from ny to visit me for 2 entire weeks. June 18 - July 5.. it was AMAZING! we didn't do a lot of going oit, but we got to experiance each other. We were so compatible in everything. We slept together the first night (never have I done that before, they had to wait atleast 5 mo). We cried when he had to leave, it was sad. Then he decided to move in with me!! He flew back July 20. We got pregnant in nov/dec. Moved here to ny April 4. And I couldn't be happier with anybody else.
Yes, its gone fast, but everything is very open and made clear.
He says I'm his Gemini twin. My bday is June 8 , his June 20. I'm just 12 days older.
@caroline8_p wow I never thought those internet services ever had happy couples. You're one of th lucky ones (:
Thank you ladies for th advice. I guess I just have to be really patient and play th waiting game /:-)
My husband and I are childhood bff...long story short, we put our friendship on the line to try dating and we are now married and expecting our very first child.
@preggointx I didn't have my baby for a guy either.. As a matter of fact this baby was a surprise lol but what I ment was I wanted my child to have both bio parents by her side & I hate th thought of her sleepin over durin weekends & me not knowing what shes doing.
Just keep your heart and mind open to th possibilities.