good news, bad news, and worse news
Good news: is that they no longer think I have lupus which makes me happy. My grandma had lupus and was always a wreck.
Bad news: they think I have a rare form of kidney disease, they are running more tests to be sure. I see a specialist on Monday to find out my options. The doc said if I do have it, I would have had it for quite some time and that being pregnant just put it into high gear.
Worse news: two worse parts. One if I do have the kidney disease they will more than likely have to do a kidney transplant meaning I could lose the baby, wont find that out until Monday or later though. Second worse news is what I thought was poop last night in my bath was actually blood clots. They know that now because I thought I pooped in my bed and it was blood clots..looked the exact same as the one in the bath and I didn't push this time either!
Still scared out of my mind, they have given me pain meds but I refuse to take them.
thank you everyone for your support!
Bad news: they think I have a rare form of kidney disease, they are running more tests to be sure. I see a specialist on Monday to find out my options. The doc said if I do have it, I would have had it for quite some time and that being pregnant just put it into high gear.
Worse news: two worse parts. One if I do have the kidney disease they will more than likely have to do a kidney transplant meaning I could lose the baby, wont find that out until Monday or later though. Second worse news is what I thought was poop last night in my bath was actually blood clots. They know that now because I thought I pooped in my bed and it was blood clots..looked the exact same as the one in the bath and I didn't push this time either!
Still scared out of my mind, they have given me pain meds but I refuse to take them.
thank you everyone for your support!
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@lmelanson thank you for the well wishes, I can't wait for my husband to get here so I can have support.
@momtobe19 thank you!
@blueberrysmom thank you for your prayers! They are much needed
@firsttimemommytobe thanks mama, if I get to bored I might make you come visit me Haha j.k
@kayleigh27 thank you, so far baby is still fine, they are still monitoring me and I am still getting ultrasounds every two hours
@expectingbabynumber3 thank you, im on strict bed rest, so all I can do is Take it easy
@newmommy_navywife think you for your prayers.
I've been crying on and off the past little while. Just scared to lose this bundle.
Luckily I have my own room. But I can't get out of bed so I guess it doesn't matter anyway, part of me wishes I had a roommate so I had someone to talk to.
Thank you ladies for helping me through this hard and scary time!
@newmommy_navywife id be lost without you all! I would have no one else to talk to about it!
-Trevor and Kate