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I'm just sick and tired and really depressed. Ever since I've been pregnant everyone thinks its ok to say how ugly and darker I became. Comments like most pregnant women glow and look so cute, Wats wrong with u and why is your neck so black? Wft!! I've never had self esteem issues, I knew I was all that. Now everyday its a new different comment that's eating away at me. Today i was told damn u got blacker. That shit is starting to hurt. I try taking more showers scrubbing so hard that I get bruises. I even changed my soap nd lotion to something to help my complexion bt nothing is working. I refuse to bleach my skin tho. I dnt know wat to do. Old classmates nd coworkers say oh u looked so good back then now.....my bf is no differ either. He tells me u jus gotta try harder to look good as if I'm trying to look fat and black. I'm 37 weeks I'm trying the best I can. Funny thing is my body is fine, same sillouette I had jus with a big belly nd thicker thighs (which is a plus fr me). I'm feeling like I can't put up anymore all I do is cry
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I know, I'm trying but its kinda hard Wen u hear the same garbage everyday. Nd it would be nice if my bf was like its ok Bae ur still beautiful. Bt nope I get a try harder then.
I guess ppl don't realize that every pregnancy is different. I'm not they're homegirl that glowed throughout her pregnancy. i don't remember the last time my bf said babe you look beautiful, or anything within those lines. It just really sucks, making me feel all vulnerable and sh!t, a feeling a never felt before.
I sure hope things or at least my complexion goes back to normal. I understand the weight gain. Bt this ugly ass skin nd racoon like eyes are not the business.
Then...if you have some energy left over...DEFINITELY THROAT PUNCH THOSE FOOLS! X(
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I know where ur coming from about the hair, even that doesn't bother me cuz I can shave it plus being a little hairy doesn't bug me. Bt girl I'm really jus ready to go off in my bf for not even attempting to help me feel better knowing I feel like crap. Thanks a ton for ur kind words tho. Trust me it really does help.
Lmao thanks! And yup I'm bout to take ur advice and throat punch a couple if ppl including my bf. Then jus blame it in temporary insanity.
I hope so cause if I still hear more crap about my looks after lil monkey gets here then I really will go off. I'm pretty sure one a-hole will try me tho. Then it will be on!!! Thanks:)
Rotf!! U most def will start doing that! Thanks girl u really helped me from this depression I thought I was having.
Oh lord lol! My bf is the same way too. Looked me dead in the eyes just to say well try a lil harder to look good, u dnt gotta act and look pregnant nd BTW babe ur ass is lookin flat too. Wtf right? I'm just gonna be a bi*?h now.
Thanks. I never used to be the type to need to hear it, to the point where I was told I'm conceited lol. I knew I was the sh!t, bt now after even my bf saying hurtful things, I began feeling really...Idk. bt thanks fr ur kind words it really puts my m mind at ease.
I know right? Way to kick me when I'm down. I can't stand him sometimes. I'm going to jus tell him how he looked better before bt now he's starting to resemble his fat a$$ dad.
I never thought about it like that. It sounds so true. They know the crap will get to me because, well, I'm pregnant and really vulnerable. Another point of view to see it in. Thanks
Let's hope so