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I am a firm believer in the spiritual world. Angels, demons, good, evil, god, satan, hevan, hell, etc. Well my bd isn't..whatsoever. he doesn't believe in good, evil, god, satan, etc. Well he was messing around with the ouiji board with his friends. And was reading the satanic bible for shits and giggles. I told him I wasn't comfortable with him messing with evil shit, BECAUSE I know what can happen. You can't mess with that shit and expect anything good to come of it. Well he was going to an old haunted insain assylum that has been vacant for years with his friends and doing the ouiji board. He then took wall paper that he has found from there and old pictures and using them with it. My mom, who has practiced wiccan and santaria, as well as christianity and buddhism even told him to stop while he was ahead, and he didn't listen. Well last night, he texted me saying he was shooken up. He told me he had seen something "so interesting and terrifying at the same time. I can't look at any reflections because I'm scared of what I may see again" he also told me that his friend had been complaining that he feels so dark and empty and not his self anymore. Like he just feels different. I'm pregnant, and freaking out. I don't want that shit around my child. Babies are so incredibly sensitive to that kind of shit and I'm not bringing my child into this world to be subjected to evil. I told bd that I was him to get blessed and cleansed. And he said he didn't want to. Sorry, but idk if I can be with him if he doesn't get it done. This is one thing I am NOT willing to comprimise on. We are supposed to be getting another apartment together In november, but idk if I want to move in with him if he still has this shit with him. Its not okay, nor will it ever be with me. And he doesn't understand why I'm so upset about it. HELLO YOU HAVE NEVER SEEN THE SHIT I HAVE SEEN UNTIL LAST NIGHT!! I've seen good and evil in people before, and in spirits before. I am very well protected, and I need him to be as well as our baby. Like I said, I'm not willing to comprimise this one. Sorry so long but I need to get it out somewhere..
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I don't like talking about those experiences or even admitting that I've ever had an experience like that. It's scary stuff. If your bf is too frightened to look in a mirror, something is wrong and he needs some kind of help. Like I said, it's scary stuff!
Recently I was home alone just me and my dog. There's a room across the hall from my bedroom which I plan on turning into my nursery for my son. I was lying in bed with my dog when the door across the hall, which was cracked open to begin with, opened a bit wider...then a few moments later, closed back on its own. My dog and I both stared at that door for at least 10 minutes lol like wtf?! did that door really just open and close on its own??? Now i'm not sure if I want my son in there by himself
@everyone else. Yeah, I don't agree with his choices what so ever and will never live with him if he doesn't get cleansed. Nor will I let him handle his child until then or touch my stomach. I may sound over the top..but I don't take these things lightly. At all.