BAH!!!! HUMBUG! (lenghty i just need people to talk to)
This is pretty much a vent about everything I have on my plate right now.
My bd went pyscho on me last week because his mom let it slip that I was giving the baby my last name not his. So he went crazy sent me an abundance of text messages telling me how shitty i was going to feel when my kids asked where thier daddy is. Told me he made this baby not me..needless to say it got pretty ugly. He has had nothing to say since but his mom kept telling me how sorry he was and that he wanted to apologize.
Well yesterday at 5am I went to L&D but got sent home after they stopped the contractions. So because I did not contact him and let him know he is kissing ass. Called me once from his phone then used his friends phone for the rest of the day thinking i would answer it eventually although I didn't. So he sends me text messages today telling me how much he loves me and wants me to be with him and blah blah blah. He regrets what he said things should have not gotten so ugly. He wants me and my daughter and our son to be a happy little family.
Im trying my hardest not to stress out over this crap with school getting ready to start for me again. Raising my very clingy 2 year old and being pregnant with a very big boy in my tummy. I have some sort of doctors appointment EVERY WEEK since 20 weeks which has made this pregnancy a very long one and not once has he asked how the doctors appt went. Granted he never went to one because I didn't see a need they were mostly in and out drs appts. but he could have at least asked how it went. I'm soooooooooo over him this was not what i saw back 9 months ago although I did make it VERY ALMOST CRYSTAL CLEAR that I DID NOT WANT ANOTHER CHILD and here i am single mom but again.
Yes. I am still very bitter. No. I do not want him back nor do I plan on giving my child his name.
sorry that this is so long I have only one good friend I can vent to and I feel bad dumping on her all the time since my other supposed bff is so far up her boyfriends ass she could tell me what he ate for dinner two nights ago I don't have many people to talk to and if i don't let it out im gonna go off on the wrong person.
My bd went pyscho on me last week because his mom let it slip that I was giving the baby my last name not his. So he went crazy sent me an abundance of text messages telling me how shitty i was going to feel when my kids asked where thier daddy is. Told me he made this baby not me..needless to say it got pretty ugly. He has had nothing to say since but his mom kept telling me how sorry he was and that he wanted to apologize.
Well yesterday at 5am I went to L&D but got sent home after they stopped the contractions. So because I did not contact him and let him know he is kissing ass. Called me once from his phone then used his friends phone for the rest of the day thinking i would answer it eventually although I didn't. So he sends me text messages today telling me how much he loves me and wants me to be with him and blah blah blah. He regrets what he said things should have not gotten so ugly. He wants me and my daughter and our son to be a happy little family.
Im trying my hardest not to stress out over this crap with school getting ready to start for me again. Raising my very clingy 2 year old and being pregnant with a very big boy in my tummy. I have some sort of doctors appointment EVERY WEEK since 20 weeks which has made this pregnancy a very long one and not once has he asked how the doctors appt went. Granted he never went to one because I didn't see a need they were mostly in and out drs appts. but he could have at least asked how it went. I'm soooooooooo over him this was not what i saw back 9 months ago although I did make it VERY ALMOST CRYSTAL CLEAR that I DID NOT WANT ANOTHER CHILD and here i am single mom but again.
Yes. I am still very bitter. No. I do not want him back nor do I plan on giving my child his name.
sorry that this is so long I have only one good friend I can vent to and I feel bad dumping on her all the time since my other supposed bff is so far up her boyfriends ass she could tell me what he ate for dinner two nights ago I don't have many people to talk to and if i don't let it out im gonna go off on the wrong person.
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I know I am the worst every little thing stresses me out
WOOOOSAHHHHH