Emotional an i may need some help
My baby, my beautiful first born baby boy, my sweet little 3 yr old starts his first day of preschool 2mrw... an I'm a emotional disaster over it.. I have so many things I'm scared of when it comes to him being away from me, around people him or myself aren't familiar with.. evry time I think about it, I cry.
Not only that... I've cleand my house, my house, baby cloths an crib are up an ready for a new baby. Only problem is... this baby ain't showin no signs of comin out. I'm in pain. My hips hurt so bad I can't sleep. It hurts to sit. I've been havin worthless contractions that aren't doing anything but piss me off. I've not dialated since last week, which then was only a measly 1cm.
Annd ... I was just in the bathroom helping my husband find something. Instead of jus lookin thru things he has to pull evrything from my bathroom cabinets onto the floor an make a mess. I had to jus wlk out the room cuz I was sooo close to strangling him an blooding his nose.
Annndd finally... my 2 yr old has a very bad attitude. An has thrown blood curdling screaming tantrums all day an I'm ready to place a ad on ebay if thers no takers here who wld wana take her little bad ass.
I need some words of encouragement b4 I take my son to his 1st day of school an hav a emotional break down on the teachers, go to extreems to get this child out of me, end up beating my husband, an selling my 2yr old.
Ps... I'm only half kidding bout selling my daughtr on ebay. I love my baby girl. I jus love her more when she's not screaming an throwing things at me or her big brother
Not only that... I've cleand my house, my house, baby cloths an crib are up an ready for a new baby. Only problem is... this baby ain't showin no signs of comin out. I'm in pain. My hips hurt so bad I can't sleep. It hurts to sit. I've been havin worthless contractions that aren't doing anything but piss me off. I've not dialated since last week, which then was only a measly 1cm.
Annd ... I was just in the bathroom helping my husband find something. Instead of jus lookin thru things he has to pull evrything from my bathroom cabinets onto the floor an make a mess. I had to jus wlk out the room cuz I was sooo close to strangling him an blooding his nose.
Annndd finally... my 2 yr old has a very bad attitude. An has thrown blood curdling screaming tantrums all day an I'm ready to place a ad on ebay if thers no takers here who wld wana take her little bad ass.
I need some words of encouragement b4 I take my son to his 1st day of school an hav a emotional break down on the teachers, go to extreems to get this child out of me, end up beating my husband, an selling my 2yr old.
Ps... I'm only half kidding bout selling my daughtr on ebay. I love my baby girl. I jus love her more when she's not screaming an throwing things at me or her big brother
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@kaloresxcierre girl if u could only witness this childs attitude. Ud put the ad up for me lol
I am very scared of the school bus idea but that's the 1 thing he's most lookin fwd to. What if he falls asleep on the bus an they forget to bring him home to me!?
@Mandac10 I have my oldest son which is 3, my daughter which is 2 an then the stubborn baby on the way
@mommyof3girls I for the life of me can't understand why she does this. Its exactly how u explained it. A scream instead of a cry. An the longer she cries the louder it gets. An she cries, screams over litterally evrything. Its veerrryy frustrating.
Also I'm due sept 16 with anthr boy.
Sounds like you need some well deserved rest & a break! Tomorrow is a new day, so hopefully you'll feel better in the morning.
@oregonmama u r sooo very right. A day to myself sounds amazing. An the megaphone....might b a excellent investment!
@kaloresxcierre the teacher is not very good about ever returning my calls. I've called an left vmails evry day last week an I've yet to hear bak from her. Part of the reason why I'm takin him on his 1st day. I can't leave my child with some1 who I've nevr talked to. She wasn't even at the open house last week! So I'm gona let her knw how I feel bout her not returning fone calls. I'm not about to leave my son with some1 if I can't get ahold of her.
@wilsomom I will defntly look into the book. An thank u, I do need a litl time to myself. I'm thinkin a pregnant massage.
@socalmomma2boys yea I'm glad I'm not gona miss bein ther to see him off. I was worried bout goin into labor an missn his 1st day.. also concerning the ebay daughter, no personal checks, I do however accept all major credit cards and paypal
An thanks I think its pretty cool that theyr this close. They really are like best friends. They do evrything 2gthr an she's gona b so lost while he's at school. Luckily his school only last for 4hrs