sex/contractions (ungrateful husband)
Okay. Today has been great. Last night hubby and I had some great sex, today I found out I am 2 cm dilated and was contracting still am and the doctor did a membrane sweep. That part I hated. But anything to possibly help labor. Well I still feel sore from the sweep so sex isn't an option tonight and I let him know. Well he was still sweet and rubbed my back, did the dishes and then wanted to watch tv. I didn't complain. Well now were about to go to sleep because he claims to be super tired. Then gets upset because he was wanting some head. Wtf thought we were going to bed. Apparently I.am suppose to know.
Thing is I know sex hasn't happened much this pregnancy and I try so hard to please him and to explain it to him and he acts like he understands. Which makes me feel good. So when I try to step it and finally have a sex drive I let him know and it turns out great. But if I don't have it the next day or night he is pissed. Goes to bed grumpy or angry.
I should of known tonight was going to be like this. He isn't ever doing dishes and giving me random hugs and kisses back rubs anything sweet like that. Even when I am having a bad day I am expected to be a perfect wife and sahm.
I just don't know what to do. I want to feel special and loved without sex. But he says he feels like showing it when his needs are met basically. I take a step forward to get back to what we had ti being pushed back down and just don't want to try.
Sorry long needed to get it out. I maybe having my son soon and I can't even look at my husband or sleep in the same room with him because he has made me feel worthless if I am not giving it to him. How am I suppose to be all happy with him if I go into full labor.
Thing is I know sex hasn't happened much this pregnancy and I try so hard to please him and to explain it to him and he acts like he understands. Which makes me feel good. So when I try to step it and finally have a sex drive I let him know and it turns out great. But if I don't have it the next day or night he is pissed. Goes to bed grumpy or angry.
I should of known tonight was going to be like this. He isn't ever doing dishes and giving me random hugs and kisses back rubs anything sweet like that. Even when I am having a bad day I am expected to be a perfect wife and sahm.
I just don't know what to do. I want to feel special and loved without sex. But he says he feels like showing it when his needs are met basically. I take a step forward to get back to what we had ti being pushed back down and just don't want to try.
Sorry long needed to get it out. I maybe having my son soon and I can't even look at my husband or sleep in the same room with him because he has made me feel worthless if I am not giving it to him. How am I suppose to be all happy with him if I go into full labor.
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