Feelin sorry for myself I think...
I'm due in 1 week. Debtor he induced in 1 week if I don't POP by then. Husband is so stressed out at work, he works nights and sleeps in most ofbthe day so I don't get to spend a lot of time with him when he does get stressed. He is leaving for work in 30 mins. He's showering right now. My little doxies is pregnant too. Due to have her puppies any day. I'm stressed about if we will be here for her. My friends all are busy with their lives and live 30-45 mins away and in the last 5 months I've only seen Amy of them when I made two trips up there and a handful when they came to our friend baby shower. Hubby and I rent the downstairs of his parents house. My MIL is crazy and my FIL is gone on a trucking job. I hate my life right now. I know there are so many other things or situations that could be so much worse... But I feel so alone and sad and Idk...
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@babynumber02 someone suggested I call our vet and ask about that. I'm calling them in 5 mins to ask bcuz we are literally out of ideas... I'm scared to come home to a dead dog and puppy bcuz we weren't here! I keep having nightmares about it.
@wilsomom thank you :-)
@all Idk, maybe its just my hormones too... I just cry after my hubby talks to me. He said goodbye to leave for work and asked why I seemed weird. I told him I was just tired. and he said ok and left. I cried. Then he called a few mins later to ask about something with our car. End of call. I cried. Am I just super sad bcuz its the last week?? I haven't been emotional at all throughout my pregnancy...