abortion. YOU WILL CRY :'(

edited September 2011 in Pregnant
Dear Mommy,


I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.

You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already. ... Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I don't like it, Mommy.
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Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.

Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?

You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?

It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do that when you're awake, any more?

I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.

...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!

Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.

Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please say you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you!

I love you, Mommy.
Every abortion is just…
One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.
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Comments

  • Did you just post this because of a previous post?
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  • I don't know how well this will go over...
  • What's the point? I'm missing the point in putting this up here. Oh..mud.. i get it now.
  • @marie0907 I agree. If it was just random w/e but with another post just being put up....idk
  • [-( I bet she did @jazzi89
  • i agree this won't go over well, abortion is a hard thing to deal with without others trying to make you feel worse
  • *sigh* I'm just gonna leave it at that, I'm crabby and really don't wanna see drama this early in the morning
  • The only drama I wanna deal with is my baby waking up and wanting a bottle lol
  • This didn't make me cry. I couldn't do it myself, but I am pro-choice... What does hurt, is that there are women on here who already regret having abortions, and this will just add to their pain. I don't think you're trying to hurt anyone, but it will. It will.
  • I couldnt finish reading this. I'm holding my UNPLANNED baby on my chest right now and couldnt imagine making that choice.

    I'm so sorry some women are faced with this decision. I'd like to think that I am pro choice but also feel that in some situations there are choices you make before this choice is presented.

  • @jazzi89 I don't know what other post your refering too but I posted this because someone posted it on the Facebook page.

    If you don't want to read it. Than DON'T! lol move along and stop trying to make it more than I post I saw on Facebook. Your the reason drama starts. You are saying unneeded things. SO shhhh and move along. :) thanks girl.
  • This is being very immature every person has a right to there own choice if you don't agree to abortion all for you but don't make others feel like crap for there actions. I myself have had a abortion and I don't feel guilty or bad about my decision as now I have 2 beautiful boys and a loving husband I made the right decision for me.
  • @Shea my baby was unplanned to but I could never imagine a day where I didn't feel his kick or hang from on rib cage.

    @fate People do what they have to do.
  • @Tammy and therefore you are one STRONG woman. I commend you for that because I could never. You have a lot of strength.
  • @Sara102011 mud? Not sure what that is.... but okay. If you ASK why I posted it. I'd tell you, someone sent it to me on Facebook and I was effected by it.
  • This is from an abortion video on youtube..I cried my eyes out
  • Made up drama..posting stuff like this on a pregnancy website is just asking for drama! That's why we don't do it on here. Its an unneeded debate. And putting this up seems like you're trying to make females who have had an abortion feel bad. Fyi: this letter is pretty well known and i think many of us have seen it or something close to it. And it is pretty convinent someone else was posting about abortion and instead of giving your opinion there you start a whole new thread.
  • I don't feel it was causing drama in the slightest bit. But I didn't see any previous post about abortion. Bad timing I guess. But I would of posted this regardless. It's sad. :( and it's so well know then why do you care? Lol I've never seen this ever!
  • Well it did. Its lucky its so early and not everyone is on. It would be like someone posting something about how bad it is to smoke weed preggo and how it makes you a bad person but then saying they didn't think it would cause drama.
  • Lol is that a threat? That's fine, people can read it. I don't mind. Lol and you just said everyone has read this before so why would any care than? Lol I'm sorry that you don't like this post, since you don't like it. Stop posting on it. :) just an idea.
  • I've had an abortion and you posting this just makes me mad. The sad thing is that someone wrote this with the intention of trying to make people feel guilty. If you're against something then don't do it, but don't make other people feel bad for doing what they think is the right choice for them.
  • Ladies we all have diferent opinions if she wanted to post this well let's just let it be I mean if we don't agree with it or think its BS then let's just move on and ignore it, I mean I'm sure theirs others on here that liked this post and wanted to read it... I'm not trying to be rude in any way or anything that way I just think we should all get along even thou we have different opinions:(
  • I agree with @marabel to each his own. Move on. Maybe someone else out there hasnt read it before and liked it.
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  • No nothing i said was a threat.. but if there were a lot more people on right now this would be much worse. And i didn't say everyone i said most. @ashleyfew holy canoli!! You are one tough cookie. I had mine at 18 and it was hard to cope with. I couldn't imagine at 12. Much respect.
  • I was just asking. I even stated that it may be random and I didn't say anything to start drama, I left the thread. I was just asking a simple question because I found it odd
  • I don't think this was meant to make anyone feel bad about choices they made. I think someone wrote it to try to sway someones decision away from abortion. It made me cry. I've lost an unplanned baby and I would give anything to have him or her with me he/she would be turning 1 next month
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  • i agree with @lily_glz and @jtmoom98 this shouldnt start drama. ive read this before on fb also and it made me cry then and now. theres so many option for laide who dont wish to keep their babies. i would do adoption
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