got a letter from my hubby today that made me so sad
He said he keeps having the same nightmare every night of me going into labor and since he isn't there I have one of my exes with me. When I give birth our daughter dies and I leave him for my ex. He then gets deployed a month after he gets out of training, gets ambushed and dies. He said then he finally got to see his daughter, but I found out he died, didn't care and kept on living my life with my ex.
This made me so flipping sad. All I want to do is be able to hug and kiss him and tell him everything's going to be OK. I also wish I could tell him I'm never leaving him, let alone for an ex. I've told him this a billion times, but its so hard to read about this and not be able to tell him its OK or be there for him.
This made me so flipping sad. All I want to do is be able to hug and kiss him and tell him everything's going to be OK. I also wish I could tell him I'm never leaving him, let alone for an ex. I've told him this a billion times, but its so hard to read about this and not be able to tell him its OK or be there for him.
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@CAllen It's ok. :-) Just wish I could be there for him.
@CAllen I know. I'm glad he's close too. Thank you :-).