My son hates me lol
Not really a laughing matter I guess but he really does. Whenever I hold him he screams blue murder but pass him back to mummy and it stops instantly. So hate this feeling as I feel like I missed so much again like the other 2 kids when they were babies. My wife starts back to work in a week as I am currently on disability for another 6 weeks minimum but probably longer as wound isn't healing properly and probably requires further surgery.
When she starts back we can only get daycare monday and tuesday so I am quite worried about how will cope with him screaming all day and getting other 2 from school. On top of that I feel that I will have all the house work and cooking to do also but at moment I struggle to walk 100 metres without nearly collapsing. W are currently waiting to see if we have been approved for a nanny through a agency here called shining angels, which would help with school drops etc until I'm better.
Guess just needed to get this off my chest as it is causing huge arguments here at the moment with me getting the couch for company most nights lol. Thanx.
When she starts back we can only get daycare monday and tuesday so I am quite worried about how will cope with him screaming all day and getting other 2 from school. On top of that I feel that I will have all the house work and cooking to do also but at moment I struggle to walk 100 metres without nearly collapsing. W are currently waiting to see if we have been approved for a nanny through a agency here called shining angels, which would help with school drops etc until I'm better.
Guess just needed to get this off my chest as it is causing huge arguments here at the moment with me getting the couch for company most nights lol. Thanx.
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My work mates have been great but not the same as being on the road lol.
Thanx I have always felt fine with the other 2 when they were babies and they used to really scream lol. I think a lot with Zander is me being so up and down emotionally and not coping being stuck home all day everyday. I am still waiting for clearance to even drive as I suffered a punctured lung that hasn't fully healed even after nearly 6 weeks.