On The Verge of Having a Mental Breakdown ....
Every since i found out i was pregnant my life has went down hill from having my bf back to having to leave the only school i wanted to go to . I have so many problems built up its driving me insane. I try not to cry and think positive but sometimes its the negatives that take over. I still don't know who's the father ( Trust me i want to know so badly. I could have gotten pregnant using a condom ) . I have the fear that imma be doing this on my own , Not really a fear because i know thats exactly what imma be doing anyway. I set so many high standards on myself that now all those standards are being pushed aside or pushed down to a lower standard. I have to get my associates degree now so i can have money to support my child when it gets here which will be in 2 years when i receive it . I wanted my masters but i guess i can get that later on in life. My mother have no idea about the baby daddy situation . Im in the process of getting em a new car and a place to stay . Im doing all this by myself. My mom is helping out but she has her struggles too. I know my decision was a mistake to have sex but i used a condom on the guy i was having sex ( it popped he pulled out but we al know that don't work) with but not with my Ex. I just feel like im going insane with so many worries and problems . SOME ONE HELP ME PLEASE..... ANY ADVICE WILL DO.
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@soontobemomof2 I was thinking the samething....