these hormones
i never had these hormones with my son- not at all! with my son i was happy and energetic and felt great throughout my pregnancy- even despite the morning sickness lol
but this time when i should be on top of the world!! last time my bf took off on us when i was only 6 wks along, i was completely alone! now ive got an amazing s/o and the most amazing son, a beautiful NEW home, things are going so well and other than the usualy worries i dont really have any problems but yet i find myself crying and feeling sad most days, then i have these almost manic energy moments at night. not to mention half the time my s/o cant walk thru the room without something hes doing pissing me off and it takes serious effort to keep from being a total bitch- then like twenty minutes later i want him to love on me because im happy again! its causing serious problems, poor guy doesnt know whats what, hes always on guard which is causing more problems cause hes constantly on the defensive waiting for a fight. for the last week or so ive been REALLY trying- not saying or doing anything without thinking twice about it but i still have these manic moments and we still fight cause he says its driving him crazy wondering if hes gonna have me crazy energized, crying, or angry...
will this pass?? and how do i get him to let his guard down so we can try to get back to normal? with him so defensive it just starts us on the wrong foot. i worry im going to drive him away even tho hes reasured me thats not going to happen, i just hate knowing that im basically annoying him (he tries not to show it, but i can tell) poor man works his butt off 10-12 hours a day sometimes 7-14 days straight i should not be doing this and making it worse..
any tips?
but this time when i should be on top of the world!! last time my bf took off on us when i was only 6 wks along, i was completely alone! now ive got an amazing s/o and the most amazing son, a beautiful NEW home, things are going so well and other than the usualy worries i dont really have any problems but yet i find myself crying and feeling sad most days, then i have these almost manic energy moments at night. not to mention half the time my s/o cant walk thru the room without something hes doing pissing me off and it takes serious effort to keep from being a total bitch- then like twenty minutes later i want him to love on me because im happy again! its causing serious problems, poor guy doesnt know whats what, hes always on guard which is causing more problems cause hes constantly on the defensive waiting for a fight. for the last week or so ive been REALLY trying- not saying or doing anything without thinking twice about it but i still have these manic moments and we still fight cause he says its driving him crazy wondering if hes gonna have me crazy energized, crying, or angry...
will this pass?? and how do i get him to let his guard down so we can try to get back to normal? with him so defensive it just starts us on the wrong foot. i worry im going to drive him away even tho hes reasured me thats not going to happen, i just hate knowing that im basically annoying him (he tries not to show it, but i can tell) poor man works his butt off 10-12 hours a day sometimes 7-14 days straight i should not be doing this and making it worse..
any tips?
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