im trying so hard. :'(

fmcneal

I have sever depression. I have been trying so very hard to not let it destroy me. But lately its getting even harder. I have 2 boys almost 4 (may) and almost 2 (july). My youngesst has had strept and seizures. Which we just went in for an eeg. We get results in a week. My oldest has been fine most part until yesterday. He felt a little warm last night. This morning he had a fever of 101.5. When I picked him up from my moms after the test he had a fever of 104.8. Now I have to take him to primary childrens. and my husband has a very short temper. He got mad cuz my mom needed a ride. I am just so tired. I'm tired emotionally and phyisically. And I have been feeling pregnancy symptoms but keep getting negatives. I just don't know anymore. Sorry for venting. I'm just tired.

eaparker

Sorry hunny have a blood test and talk to ur dr about the depression. Hope things get better.

CristinaLynn

Take it easy and breathe. Wait for the test results and take care of the babies. Meanwhile, talk to your husband about being more supportive, and to your Mom about being understanding. I'm sorry you're so stressed out. Try to make time for yourself (i know its hard) and go for a walk. It will make you feel 10x's better, I promise. This Mommy group is very supportive, and from what I've seen so far, the people are amazing. If what you need is venting...girl then vent lol

fmcneal

Thanks so much ladies. It really helps to talk to someone. Thanks for letting me vent. :-)

PrayingForMiracles

Did your son have a really high fever w the strep throat? That can cause fevers. When I was little I'd get strep alot and be hospitalized for scarlet fever. Good luck and take it easy!! Talk to your Dr about the depression, they can help.

fmcneal

My oldest has strep. They gave him medicine and he needs antibiotics of course. But he is feeling better now. Thank you.