sometimes I want it..

m2beNOV14

Sometimes I'm excited then other times I'm feeling like I'm not ready to stop my life and have a baby.. will be 8 weeks and now I'm just worried if me and my bf will work out or if it will be too much stress.. then people say it will be fine.. I don't know if I'm just scared but we both said for me to get an abortion because I'm there all woried..but I can't.. there's not a solution and he doesn't have one either.. he's accepting it but not ready.. was an accident.. I just don't know if anyone else has an up and down feeling like me.. I feel horrible feeling like this but I'm wondering if it will be completely diff. Once its in front of me.. and I won't regret it.. thanks for reading!

thankful828

I have my days where I think oh no what did we do. But then other days I think if it wasnt ment to happen then it wouldnt have. I know we arent ready but I think that may be half the fun. This baby will be full of wonderful surprises and its gunna be worth it in the end

mums_the_word

I have those days a lot and ours was planned. Every time my 2 yo son is having a tantrum or he just won't listen an I'm finding it hard to cope I just sit there and think, how the hell I'm I ment to manage 2 when sometimes I can't control 1 but it will all work out. Just wait unil u feel baby kick for the first time and ul realise that its all going to be ok x