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I'm 7 months and have a almost 4 yr old. My bd is away and comes home 1 week before I give birth. I am so stressed out. I don't hAve anyone that comes over to Watch him jus at least for me to rest. I have doc appts all the time. So does my 3 yr old. I pick up my bd and take him to work and drop him off everyday day. I drop him off at 12:30 every night. Have to drive 25 min back home then carry my 40 pound sleeping 3 yr old in the house. I still cook clean do it all by myself. I go to church every Sunday faithfully. It's my only peace. My son is with me there too. I know God will take care of me and renew my strength but Lord knows I am getting so weary. I jus want a break. Sometimes I want to jus walk away from everyone and everything cuz I feel so alone in my situations. I jus keep praying for guidance and strength because I dont know whether I'm coming or going.
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