Should i be this heartbroken?
Well, anyone should know that I'm not with bd, and haven't been since before I knew I was preg. Well, a friend of mine asked me to be his girlfriend the day after valentines day. I've known him nearly as long as I've known my bd, and I was very elated to find that he liked me as much as he did. Well, the other day, he broke things off with me because he felt he couldn't give me the attention he felt I deserved. While I believe this is noble of him, I'm terribly heartbroken. =( I just want him back... and from what I gather, he is just as heartbroken as I am. He said that when he was holding me through my tears that that moment was the hardest thing he had done in quite some time, and that it was the closest he had come to crying in years. I just don't understand... I think I love him more than id like to admit... but it just hurts so much. He wants to give us another try later down the road, but I just don't know... id gladly take him back if he'd let me. </3 D'x
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