Waiting for the storm
Things have been going as close to perfect as they can get with my bf and I the past couple weeks. Its like he had an epiphhany or something and he's been just wonderful. I did have a hysterical breakdown a few week ago where I let him have it. He's NEVER seen me cry. I think that may have opened his eyes and showed him that this is not a game. I want to ask him what changed but I think its best I just enjoy it.
I cant help but to wonder if there a storm brewing. I hate to be pestimistic but this how things with us have been going for the past 5mos. We'll be blissfully happy then boom.....something happens and we're at each other throats. I can only pray that our little up and down spell is over. I don't have the energy to go crazy babymama on him right now. I hope I'm not jinxing things merely by writing this. Fingers and toes crossed this continues.
I cant help but to wonder if there a storm brewing. I hate to be pestimistic but this how things with us have been going for the past 5mos. We'll be blissfully happy then boom.....something happens and we're at each other throats. I can only pray that our little up and down spell is over. I don't have the energy to go crazy babymama on him right now. I hope I'm not jinxing things merely by writing this. Fingers and toes crossed this continues.