How do I get over it?!
So me and my fiance have been together for 2 years non stop.(we dated for 6 months in my 10th grade year...I cheated because I thought he was gay and was using me as a cover up) So here is the story.....
Well we had one vehicle then he bought another for him so I got the old one.( the old vehicle that I got was my first ever car so I finally had a new freedom!) He put a tracking thingy on my phone(cellspynow) because he thought I was cheating on him again because on my days off I would be out all day and night because I didn't want to be around him because we are ALWAYS together(we work and live together) and we fight too much....what bothers me is that he still has the ability to track everything I do on my phone and I can't trust him when he says he isn't doing it anymore because how do I know? ! I feel so betrayed and now we have a kid on the way and there is nothing I can do.( I have not cheated since we have been together now because I know for a fact he isn't gay and i love him or I wouldn't have gotten back with him) he acts like it was an OK thing to do! I'm so damn pissed! How is our relationship going to work now if we don't have trust? I'm so tired of him playing detective! I feel like I'm with my damn father because this is the same crap my dad would pull! Ughhhhhhh.
Well we had one vehicle then he bought another for him so I got the old one.( the old vehicle that I got was my first ever car so I finally had a new freedom!) He put a tracking thingy on my phone(cellspynow) because he thought I was cheating on him again because on my days off I would be out all day and night because I didn't want to be around him because we are ALWAYS together(we work and live together) and we fight too much....what bothers me is that he still has the ability to track everything I do on my phone and I can't trust him when he says he isn't doing it anymore because how do I know? ! I feel so betrayed and now we have a kid on the way and there is nothing I can do.( I have not cheated since we have been together now because I know for a fact he isn't gay and i love him or I wouldn't have gotten back with him) he acts like it was an OK thing to do! I'm so damn pissed! How is our relationship going to work now if we don't have trust? I'm so tired of him playing detective! I feel like I'm with my damn father because this is the same crap my dad would pull! Ughhhhhhh.
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