soooo mad at him(vent)
So yesterday i stayed at my moms house while he went to school from 6-10:30 so that i could help my parents w some issues. He originally told me he would leave early since it was the last day of the mod and all they do is get the final grade and do a small potluck. 8 rolls around and i get a phone call from him saying he would only b able to leave around 9:30-10 bcuz the teacher was finishing the grades. So he only shows up at 10:30, when even on a normal day hes home no later than 10:15. Of course im already tired n aggravated so i grab my things n i just wanna leave. He has the nerve to throw a fit in front of my mom saying " i never do anything right for you, wtf is ur problem, u piss me f off!". Of course now im PISSED at the fact that he would say that n that he would even disrespect me like that in front of my mother. Not to mention everyone else is asleep n hes saying this in a high voice. The ride home wasnt pleasant either since the gas pedal seemed to b a bit heavy...not a word was said. Ended up sleeping in the guest room and left early for my moms house after he went to work and just got back. Dont even want to speak to him, he thinks he can just say hi n everything will b fine n dandy...watever!
Sorrry for it being so long...i dont vent very much and i guess keeping things bottled up is worse.
Sorrry for it being so long...i dont vent very much and i guess keeping things bottled up is worse.
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Man one fight we had was about cleaning a greasy pan with cold water. I told him it needs to be cleaned w/ warm/hot water. B.c. cold water just makes the grease thicken and stick. He has the freaking nerve to say 'well why don't you just clean it then?!' I told him you don't need to be an asshole I was just letting you know!
I went to our bed hiding under the covers crying. He comes in when dinner is done and asks me if I'm eating. I proceed to ignore him and he says ok guess your just going to lay in here like a snob. He never apologized. When he came to bed I left the room. He just doesn't realize how much he hurts me and how I keep a grudge. Sometimes I honestly feel like he is pushing me away. I've asked him a cpl times if he is still in love w/ me. He says don't be ridiculous. The day we said I do was the best day of his life.. well it sure doesn't feel like it at times!
For instance. Cooking on the grill. Keep th heat lower and the lid shut. For the longest damn time he would crank the f-ing heat up and keep the lid open. So only the outside would get cooked. So it'd be on the grill til the outside was burnt and inside dry. Now I've never ever grilled before, but dude, common freaking sense right?? Or hanging a heavy tv on the wall. You can't just drill into the drywall. You need studs.. I'm so hands on street smart and he's book smart. I dropped out after 9th grade b.c. I didn't give a crap about history or geology. He graduated and spent all his child hood doing sports. Not being at home learning/observing how to do things.
We grew up so diferently but come from the same town..
I'm a cancer. He was born jan 8th. Idk what he is either.