..can't stop crying ;'(

ladicapo

...so me and my bf/bd got into a argument today..we usually just disagree and won't talk until later on..but he's still not home and he just text me some pretty nasty things, I usually hate bringing my drama to the public but I have no one to talk to and I feel so hurt like someone just broke my heart into a million little pieces..i can't stop crying like a baby ;'(

KrazymomofAdrian

Go ahead and talk hun.

KrazymomofAdrian

Sorry you are going through this.

ladicapo

Thank u..i feel so alone..my mom lives in another country..i just wanna leave but nowhere to go

lilloulou

I understand how u feel, except mine never says anything nasty or nice just silence me and my bf have fighting for the last 4 days and I honestly wish he understood. But being preggo doesn't help the emotions, like for me right now instead of being sad at the fact he never is home or wants to spend time with before the baby comes I'm straight pissed. His friend woke us up early and he has Been gone with him all day all he tells me is I'm sorry I wont br gone long or up late or it wont be like last night but nothing has changed and I'm not sure it will baby will br here with in a week, for u I'm hoping for the best, guys can be stupid mine really stupid but sometimes they need a moment to think but can be rash as well as harsh in the things they say especially when they don't mean it, hopefully the morning will be better

ladicapo

It started cuz his mom came over and came into or bedroom which she never does and he got mad at me cuz there was a bunch of like cups and stuff on the dresser, which mind you he leaves there every night...so while his mom was there he text me and was like u fuckin idiot blah blah blah..then he didn't talk to me all day so I ignored it and he left like at 8 pm..so I call him at 10 like 3 times and he sent me to voicemail so I text him and said that he doesn't deserve to be a father and that I didn't regret my son but I regret having it with him and he said welcome to the club b*tch, find a better father if u know who it is and just said some really nasty things to me that he had never said before and it hurt so bad cuz I guess that's the way he's been feeling and I didn't know and that would explain why he's not as exited as I am about all this baby stuff...I'm so hurt and sad I feel miserable

Karla_with_a_K

My hubby.has.been being a complete.ass.too. Hes been at his mommys for the past.2 days.. Must be something in the air this weekend

ladicapo

@lilloulou that's how we are usually just silence..but this time he took it way too far and I know he's probably drunk but that's still no excuse, I feel like its the truth and he's been hiding it until now...

lilloulou

That or its the water

lilloulou

And hurts like crazy, cause even when all is done and he comes crawling back apologizing its still in the back of ur mind, and that's all u think about when the next fights come is it gonna be said or brought up again, I understand completely I screwed up my relationship with my bf we broke up for a while had sex with someone else. I didn't know but a few months before that my bf was talking with other girls on MySpace, we got back together but I was pregnant so I told him the truth, even after we got back together he was still talking to those girls, and it always sits in my mind could he. Or does he think about them we would be together 4 years this summer and when he was talking to those girls all he could tell me was that he didn't want to hurt them, but it wad OK to hurt me, even now I still don't know for sure what happened but I don't want to make myself sick over it, I just wish he truly understood what its like to have to go through all of this, I'm sorry, I know this sounds impossible but really try not to dwell on it that much tonight u will make itself sick get some sleep or try to and see how the morning is.

momof22be

Girl my hubby goes on rampages every other week like hes the one who's preggo with hormones not me but he eventually gets over himself I'm sure yours will to just tell him to this.k before he says something he will regret and that u would do the same for him and that everything he says u take personal even if its his problem and not yours

mommimisha

I guess im in this club... =( my bf has been doing thee same thing... it SUCKS because you feel ALONE... im sorry he's treating you this way... because I know how you feel... this is when yu have to get in your idgaf mode and be a strong woman and he will come around especially if he loves you... MEN understand that we are emotional one min we are sooo happy then we are crying... when you try to explain then they're dumb founded and still act stupid UGH... im here for you.. if you need someone to talk to

ladicapo

Thank u ladies I just can't stop thinking about what he said to me..i never thought he felt this way..like he didn't want to have a son with me I'm so hurt and sad I wish u ladies the best too..i know how alone we all feel..i just want my baby boy in my arms and I don't need anyone else !

lovemyangelbabys

@lilloulou wow ur relationship sounds exactly like mines lol I never knew there was someone else who keeps those thoughts in their head.@ladicapo my bd says awful things when hes drunk then the next day says hes sorry that he dont remember n I'd forgive him now I just tell him u ment what u said I dont forgive u or care to hear ur apology cuz it doesnt mean shit it hurts n every fight wer get into I never forget what, was said its like a stretchmark it stays with u n even tho u can cover it with ur shirt it will always be there n make u feel horrible

grissy_barria

I also just got into a argument with my husband now I think I want to leave him I so stressed out I am crying and trying to feed my newborn but I can't stay positive