Had a dream about wolves...*update

MommaCass

Wolves chased me, bd, my son and a friend into the woods. We fenced them off but some were smart enough to get out. We didn't know it but some followed us to the house and got in. One spoke to me, can't remember what it said.
Anybody know what this could mean?


*watching fox news at 6pm I heard that a wolf escaped from the Minnesota Zoo out of a hole the size of a football. Sadly the wolf was shot. This happend yesterday I believe date of my dream.

honeybunny

I dont know what it means but I had a dream about wolves too! Except they were chasing me and my hubby in a church... it was so real lol.

MommaCass

@honeybunny how long ago was ur dream? Did u have depression after, anything bad happen. Mine was so real too..

honeybunny

It was Monday night. Honestly it seems like the whole dynamic of my marriage has changed and ya a little depression followed no motivation to do anything cant seem to make it to work I just want to sleep.

MommaCass

@honeybunny well I looked up what it ment on a yahoo search..basically it said get ur but to church. Freaks me out, and that depression will soon come. Yikes, its like thanks for the warning...

MommaCass

hhow far along are u

honeybunny

28 weeks and 2 days! And u?

MommaCass

@honeybunny 34wks 3days, I've had BAD postpartum depression. I actually had a hand gun in my possession, I didn't know how to buy the ammo. I was 18, and life was really not good to add.

honeybunny

Oh my I'm so sorry if you ever need anyone to talk to I'm here. I'm good a listener :-)

MommaCass

@honeybunny thank-you :-) it was just a hard time in my life. Had NO support system, friends/family abandoned me. I'm stronger as a person now that I'm older, 25, Sept ill be 26. Yeah, I wouldn't wish that pain on my worst enemy.
Is this your first? Why do u feel that ur not able to get up for work?

honeybunny

I'm sorry. I know what u mean about friends they all seemed to disappear when I told them I was pregnant. Yes this is my first its been an adventure already! Is this your first? I just don't have the motivation to go to work it doesn't help that I work in telemarketing and the company is really shady they just barely do what's legal just to get by and we got our 2nd pay cut for this year yet they raise our sales goals so we have to work harder to make less money. I'll be 24 in Oct.

MommaCass

@honeybunny well I understand about not wanting to go to work, what an insentive to work hard..pay cut smhh. They are crazy. No this is my 3rd child/pregnancy. This has been the easiest one of all so far.

honeybunny

@MommaCass ya its a pretty crappy place to work I'm hoping I won't have to go back :-) sorry about the dumb question you mentioned postpartum depression earlier it just didn't click lol I'm losing my brain cells I swear I do the dumbest things lately. I'm glad this pregnancy is going good and easy. Mine hasn't been too bad the baby is healthy I had galstones and had to have my galbladder removed at 20 weeks I couldn't eat anything and I had lost 25 pounds I'm still not up to the weight I was at my first appointment but I'm sure in the next 11 weeks I'll be well over it. So how old are you kids?

MommaCass

@honeybunny Eek about the gallbladder.. gaining weight was never hard for me, hehe. Gained 60 with my first 80 with my second and about 45-50 lbs so far. My daughter is 7 her name is Calissa and my son is 3 and his name is Adler..sex of this baby is unknown.

MommaCass

ddo u know what ur having?

honeybunny

@MommaCass ya the galbladder episode was not fun but good thing is I won't have to worry about it when we decide to have another baby. I don't understand why I haven't put on more weight now that I can actually eat because that is all I do nowa days lol I ate 5 smores in one day and I eat freezer pops like there going out of style and its still cold where I'm at so heat has nothing to do with it lol pregnancy is so crazy! I love the names you have for your kids. Are they excited to have a little brother or sister? I would go nuts not knowing what I was having. I'm having a little girl I'm very excited!

MommaCass

@honeybunny ohh trust me Ive done any at home gender tests that you can possible do. I'm hoping for a girl.

honeybunny

Lol well what did the gender tests say? I think girls are easier to dress they have so much cuter clothes than boys. I hope at least get one of each! :-??

angel26

I hope its ok to join in the discussion. I haven't had dreams about wolves but I have some pretty wenird dreams. I am 25 and will be 26 in aug. I am also on my 3rd preg. I had postpartum depression with my last child. It wasn't to bad for a while. I still have problems with depression. My kids are 4 and 2. My depression got really bad last year. I couldn't stand to be around my kids. It was almost bad enough to say I hated them. I had major consideration of giving them up. (Something I would have never done if I was ok) I was "lucky" enough to be able to work at a temp job out of state while my husband took care of the boys. (I always get stuck with the kids alone while he works away from home) while I was gone I didn't even want to talk to my kids or husband. It was so nice to be away for a while. I still have trouble with my depression. Its not as bad as hating my kids right now. But its hard. Every time I have a job I love it for a short time. But endup hating it so bad I quit. I'm sorry to make it so long. I just wanted to share my story. Sorry.

MommaCass

@angel26 thanks for sharing..I truly think the transition into parenthood is difficult. To be 100%honest I have felt like giving up, abandoning ship. . I've mostly been a single mother, me and bd have been together on and off for almost 10 yrs. and just the other week it was brought to my attention that my bd may have aspergers..so even when I'm with him I still feel alone.

garagebandfan

@mommacass I love you name!

MommaCass

so, basically having 3 kids on my own is gunna be tough.

MommaCass

@honeybunny All the tests have said girl. The Chinese calendar one, the baking soda and urine, and bleach and urine have all said girl. Ohh how I can only hope..

MommaCass

@angel26 have you looked into natural remedies such as st. johns wart or 5-HTP..I'm stocked up for after my pregnancy

@gragebandfan thanks :-) with my son everybody hated the name til they met him and the name fit

honeybunny

@MommaCass sounds like its a girl! :-)

MommaCass

@honeybunny I sooooo hope!! What girl names do you have picked out? And agreed baby girl clothing is much more exciting then boys. For my daughter I went over board with the clothes and not so much for my son..

angel26

@MommaCass what do you mean natural remedies? And I have had depression for a long time even before kids. I need to find some kind of help. Cuz I don't like feeling this way. Expecially with another baby on the way. And also my husband works out of town every week. The only time I have help is on weekends. So I spend a lot of my time raising the boys alone. Its hard.

MommaCass

@angel26 I wouldn't take this while pregnant but I've heard St. Johns wort and 5-HTP, is suppose to work great together. I read that when first taking it people feel slap happy but after a few days normal as your body becomes more familiar with the drug. Definitely look it up and see what ya think. I've ordered some for when this pregnancy is over and its fairly cheap.

angel26

I will look into it. How do I look it up? @MommaCass

MommaCass

@angel26 that would be hard, I know what your saying. My daughter is at the age where she actually helps out at times with her younger bro and small things around the house. Your boys are so young, I'm sure your stressed.

MommaCass

Google search.. and I bought my stuff from Swanson Health products they are out of Fargo,ND