SOMETHING IS WRONG!!
I don't know if something is wrong with my relationship or if its the hormones or what's going on. But every night this week I've had a bad dream. 3 of them was about having a miscarriage or delivering still born and the others about my man cheating. And I just woke up from one... it was about my man cheating. I went down stairs and there he was sleep on the couch with the game and TV still on. I turned it off and covered him with a blanket kissed his cheek and told him I love him with tears running down my face. I just can't take these dreams anymore! They're stressing me out more and more. Now everyday in the back on my mind I'm thinking will today be the day that something in this pregnancy will go wrong and every night when I'm asleep upstairs and wake up I think is he still down stairs or has he left me. This shit is starting to hurt so bad!! The dreams are so real and vivid. I seriously woke up crying and hard!! What the heck is wrong with me??
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@Janet_2011 I really hope it is because it honestly feel like something more than that.
@jamie77 yeah that could be it. Never really thought of it that way.
@5lilangels yeah just too much at times especially back to back.
@mylittleman2011 yeah see stuff like that sticks with you and I have them a lot.
My dreams can be crazy wicked but then sometimes they can be so good u don't want to wake up, and they are always so vivid and realistic that if I were to get stabbed or something in the dream id still wake up with that pain.
@mommyo3soon2b4 yeah I have to tell myself that but I've had a miscarriage before and my man has cheated a few times so it hard to brush it off sometimes.
@augustmommy2b lol I do the same thing sometimes. Or have to close all the closets in the house. Lol
@almost4 that's really how it is. Even though you've woken up its hard to just take yourself out of that feeling and emotion.
@2ndmiricleontheway yeah that would send me to see one too. I'm sorry you had to go through that. Hopefully it will get better and I can start having happy and funny dreams. "Hopefully"
@bentleysmommy yeah like I know he's not cheating on me now he has in the past and he does little things that he shouldn't but he hasn't cheated in a while. So I need to have faith in him and know he's doing right by me and that the baby will be fine. (I mean he beats me everyday! *the baby*)
@baybee1aug10 yeah my man does the same. Like wth is wrong with you?? And I'm crying trying to explain lol.
@lmfao! Wish you would have commented when I woke up from my dream that would have made me feel a lot better. But my man barely sleeps in the same bed as me anymore he's always down stairs.