an email reminder...
so, before Christmas i had lost our baby around 6 weeks (or more possibly -and i am very thankful that it was that early, i think of it as a blessing for my heart). At that time i had signed on to some websites and forums for information, and yesterday I got an email from one of them telling me i was 34 weeks, and all about my baby. Although I'm ok now, i can't help but to feel sad inside seeing things like that. Father's day was tough too... knowing my husband would have been a soon-to-be daddy of our first child together (as much as i love his 2 girls, it would have been different for me). :-< And today, as wonderful as it is, my friend that was 1 month ahead of me gave birth to her baby boy. What a blessing he is. A reminder of how precious life really is. But my heart is hurting a bit... anyone else feeling the same? :-(
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But stay strong. It gets easier with time, & you WILL have your own child. If it can happen to me with my history & laundry list of medical problems, it can happen for anyone!
@jaime77 thank you for sharing, again... i can't imagine the hurt and am grateful that you're able to tell your story to me and other pregly girls! i did enjoy him!! it was amazing. i was pretty emotional inside yesterday for some reason, just lots going on inside, but he just melted my heart and was absolutely perfect. I really took it all in and look forward to having my place in there some day. >:D<
@artistmamma :-" just trying to patiently wait my turn lol thank you as well, for sharing. quite a club in the loss section we've got here and i am so thankful to not feel alone!! i can't imagine finding out a 16 yr old was preggers after i had lost mine. ugh. but OH MY GOODNESS i can't believe you're 39 weeks now! what great news!! :-D certainly gives people like me hope! i'll be thinking of you and hoping that your delivery goes well... HOW EXCITING!!! and, your little girl has a wonderful name too!!
@beaded_bunny i think that is natural... not everyone would understand, but hopefully your hubby does!! so so tough! the strength of friends of pregly is amazing. 8->
@ll10 i don't know what i'd do... that is heartbreaking. i'm so sorry to hear that... my heart goes out to you bc i don't know how you do it. staying strong. i get sad and i was only 6 weeks or so. but thank you for being strong, and for sharing!! >:D< just wanna send you some hugs.
@bensmama hey!! I'm doing better, and we are trying again \:D/ sure hoping that things start looking up even more so and that we're blessed soon. I'm not tracking everything but did take ovulation tests so our time has passed. We'll just keep on trying and one of these months our blessing will come!! Trying not to over think it all and we're back in my hometown till Wednesday for the holiday and helping with this awful clean up after the tornado just happy to be with everyone, I hate living across the could try! And I think.jonny and I both needed to get away from the grind for a bit... its been good for us. how r u feeling?!?
@bensmama hey!! I'm doing better, and we are trying again \:D/ sure hoping that things start looking up even more so and that we're blessed soon. I'm not tracking everything but did take ovulation tests so our time has passed. We'll just keep on trying and one of these months our blessing will come!! Trying not to over think it all and we're back in my hometown till Wednesday for the holiday and helping with this awful clean up after the tornado just happy to be with everyone, I hate living across the could try! And I think.jonny and I both needed to get away from the grind for a bit... its been good for us. how r u feeling?!?