Messed up. /:
So for my birthday(sweet 16) I asked my boyfriend if he could spend it with me. I said we can go to the beach and have a little bonfire and make smores, then spend a night in a cheap hotel since I have a doctors appointment in the morning in that same city. (I live in Santa Clara, a fourty minute drive to Santa Cruz CA where I'm planning on having my baby, I have a doctor there and everything.) It sounded like a cute idea to me. We never do stuff together were always just sitting around and watching tv.
Insted of saying sure he'd go with me, he gets mad at me and starts being a total dick. Because apparently he spent his birthday alone so I deserve the same? Well on his birthday he specifically told me to fuck off and leave him alone. And despite that I still baked him a cake, got all dressed up and took it to his house hoping he'd want to spend the day with me. But he didn't he took the cake and the card I made him and told me to leave.
I'm not even a month away from my due date I just wanted to have a nice couple hours with him then get to fall asleep with him. I even have enough money saved for a cheap hotel room he wouldn't have to pay for anything but smore stuff! /:
This just kinda sucks. My birthdays the day after tomorrow and it doesn't look like ill be doing anything.
Insted of saying sure he'd go with me, he gets mad at me and starts being a total dick. Because apparently he spent his birthday alone so I deserve the same? Well on his birthday he specifically told me to fuck off and leave him alone. And despite that I still baked him a cake, got all dressed up and took it to his house hoping he'd want to spend the day with me. But he didn't he took the cake and the card I made him and told me to leave.
I'm not even a month away from my due date I just wanted to have a nice couple hours with him then get to fall asleep with him. I even have enough money saved for a cheap hotel room he wouldn't have to pay for anything but smore stuff! /:
This just kinda sucks. My birthdays the day after tomorrow and it doesn't look like ill be doing anything.
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And thanks! Haha eh, life sucks. But I know it'll get better soon. Good brothers locked up, asshole brothers getting out of jail, moms sick, my butt has strechmarks. On the brightside though in less then a month ill be taking care of my beautiful baby boy.
The only one I've got lives three hours away now and has no ride here! /: