why is it so fricken hard

edited June 2011 in Trying to conceive
I thought for sure this month it was going to happen. I tried so hard to not even think of it or get my hopes up. On Monday I was out shopping with my sister and had to use the bathroom super bad. When I was peeing I notice discharge with a little light spot of blood. I told myself I wasn't going to get excited. And I'm glad I didn't tell anyone not even my hubby. Because today I think its the start of my period coming. I had a little spotting after using the bathroom. I so thought I was. My boobs hurt, I can smell everything and I was feeling a little sick here and there. But oh fricken well.. just another month and more trying. After 2kids u think it would be a piece of cake to get pregnant. But in my case NO IT'S NOT!!!!!

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  • I'm sorry, hope it happens next month!
  • @Seifer12211 thank you so much.
  • Baby dust to you!
  • why is it so hard for those too get what they deserve... I'm sorry mami keep ur head up I've always seen people who just let it happen get pg without stressing to ttc... take it easy hope u get ur bfp soon(=
  • Aw hun I'm sorry. Was it hard conceiving the previous times or just this time... Hopes it happens for u soon xo
  • @Cee808 no not at all. My 1st was a surpise. And my 2nd was kind of planned. My hubby went to Dallas 2weeks for his job and when he came back we tried and got our blessing. But this time idk what is happening?? Trying for a year now. It so stressful.

    @Mylittleman2011 thank you. I really need it.

    @0911mommyof2 thank you so much. Yes its always like that. The ones who get everything never deserves it cause they take it for granted. But for people like me who has to fricken work so dam hard just to get a piece of happiness can't even get knocked up. Is so unfair.
  • Oooo, I so know where ur coming from. every month I thought I was pregnant. hubby n I tried everything including fertility after a while. took us five yrs but now im pregnant with our first baby. im 27 weeks today. but good luck & im sending u baby dust :)
  • wow, that must be frustrating since it just happened before. well goodluck mama ♥
  • @Cee808 thank u.
    @Mrs.Thompson34 thank u and Congrats on your blessing.

    A little tmi.. but ok so I started bleeding not a lot just spotting. At first it was really light pink not the heavy red flow. Now today its still very light but now it is on the brownish color. What does this mean. Is it the start of my period? I don't have the PMS cramps or back pain or headaches. The only this is my boobs hurt.
  • @MrsThompson34 thank u. Congrats on your blessing.
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