36 weeks and cant find the excitement! What isnt going wrong?
I am 36 weeks and away from home. I live in va and had to come to ny for a family emergency. My mother in law is passing away due to a disease she has been battling for years... But this was sudden. My fiance is having a really hard time, he is the oldest in the fam. I called my insurance to find out what hospital I should check in if I go into labor..it happens to be her hospital. 
we don't have a date to go back to va. Iam so scared that I would be giving birth while my hubby is making funeral arrangements. I wish I can go back to va and wait for the baby but that is not a good option.. We have no family there. I'm torn. I hate when doctors wants to congratulate me during a meeting about his mother conditions. I hope this baby stays in as long as possible. And to top everything off .. his mother gave us custody of his little sis. So I am going from having two kids in the next few weeks (i have a five yr old girl) to having three. Bitter sweet! I need some serious prayers. I also don't want to go a month without the baby being checked. Everyone says no one will see me this late..unless I'm complaining about something. What to do? Is it safe to go a month..the last month without a check up?
we don't have a date to go back to va. Iam so scared that I would be giving birth while my hubby is making funeral arrangements. I wish I can go back to va and wait for the baby but that is not a good option.. We have no family there. I'm torn. I hate when doctors wants to congratulate me during a meeting about his mother conditions. I hope this baby stays in as long as possible. And to top everything off .. his mother gave us custody of his little sis. So I am going from having two kids in the next few weeks (i have a five yr old girl) to having three. Bitter sweet! I need some serious prayers. I also don't want to go a month without the baby being checked. Everyone says no one will see me this late..unless I'm complaining about something. What to do? Is it safe to go a month..the last month without a check up?
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Wallieheadbaby3... this is my second. We have a 5yr old girl. We are expecting our boy. I never imagined this ... its so hard to be excited when we jump everytime the phone rings.
My husband just signed papers to take her off life support... now is just a matter of waiting.