not slept think i'm about to have a breakdown
I've had about 12 hours sleep in about 4 days this morning i just sat and cried for about an hour I've tried near enough everything!! tonight I'm sleeping at me mam's see if this works but i can't sleep cos baby won't stay still during night or day so i sleep like an hour at a time then I'm awake for like 4 hours before i sleep again for like an hour max! my fiancee being a complete an utter a$$ as well and he's stressing about and if i try talking and asking ?'s he talks to me like I'm dumb i hate being around him atm another reason I'm stopping at my mams only been here like 2 hours and i feel a bit better he don't seem to understand i feel so isolated living there has its miles away from my family and friends and i know no one there apart from his family he always says i can come here whenever but sometimes when i ask he's liket ffs wy?!? its ok for him he has all his family and friends around him i love his family but its not the same 
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