BODY BLUES :(

brttnywstn14brttnywstn14
edited July 2011 in Depression
So I feel like a horrible mom because I'm getting really depressed about my body and the changes that its going through! I feel like a fat ugly cow :( I used to be so tiny and I loved my body! But now I just feel gross!

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  • VictoriaBVictoriaB
    I felt that way for a while. Oddly enough, I'm starting to feel sexy again at 33 weeks. I just wish I still fit in some damn clothes. It's hard to accept that you're getting bigger in a GOOD way especially if you have body image issues.
  • 1stTime_Mommy1stTime_Mommy
    Ugh I know what yur saying, with da stretch marks I know my body will never be da same :/ can yu believe I've gone from a Bcup to an E!! Its crazy but what can I do, it will all be worth it when we have our gorgeous lil girls in our arms! Feel better momma yur beautiful!! <3 we always got nxt summer ;)
  • brttnywstn14brttnywstn14
    @victoriab yea I've always been really hard on myself n how my body looks...
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  • brttnywstn14brttnywstn14
    @1sttime_mommy yea I'm a DD now :/ and thank you! It just makes me really self-conscious cause I've never weighed more than 125 and I weigh like 138!!! I hate feeling like this!
  • brttnywstn14brttnywstn14
    @mshahir yea I mean I love my lil girl to death..I just can't wait for her to come out so I can make my body better again! :) November seems so far away :/
  • 1stTime_Mommy1stTime_Mommy
    Yea I know what yu mean dis is da heaviest I've ever been and da thing dat bothers me da most is I can't just go shopping I have no idea what fits me anymore or what looks good maternity is too big but regular clothes is too small I'm stuck with pajamas all day everyday I dnt even like going out anymore dnt even remember da last time I rlly did my hair up nice =/ we're tiny girls so its harder for us to have to go from tiny to all of a sudden huge! And not being able to do anything til we pop!
  • brttnywstn14brttnywstn14
    @1sttime_mommy OMG I know right!! My bf is going out to the club tonight n I'm so so so jealous!!!! Ehhh I wanna go out n have fun but no I'm stuck at home all alone :|
  • 1stTime_Mommy1stTime_Mommy
    Uughh my bd does dat all da time he goes to da casino and all dat and I'm just at home 24/7 in pjs while he gets his days off and he still complains, its annoying and it gets soo hard to get used to trust I've cried my tears over it and my family on top of does not make it easy to stay home what so ever, I do my best but when it gets to me and its gets to me and no one understands which makes it more annoying & frustrating
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  • jay_bradjay_brad
    Honey I usually weigh 140ish ... im 32weeks 3days n weigh 186........ sad day :'( trust me I KNOW how u feel.
  • jay_bradjay_brad
    N im not bigger I played soccer n worked out like a maniac so im used to being extremely toned... thought I needed to specify tht I wasn't 140 just fat.. lol ;)
  • brttnywstn14brttnywstn14
    @1sttime_mommy yea I know exactly how u feel!! I swear everytime I see my mom she has to say something about how big I've gotten :/ not the first thing I wanna hear EVERYTIME I sew her! Its depressing

    @mshahir really? Whens ur due date? I'm due Nov 1st and I just blew up the past week! But I have to agree I love feeling m lil girl move around! She makes it all worth it!

    @Jay_brad lol yea I was a cheerleader n a gogo dancer so I worked out alot too :) its hard to go from that to not being able to workout at all
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  • jay_bradjay_brad
    N just feeling like u can't do anything to stop it :( ... its sad to say but before I got preg I hardly ever ate... n constantly worked out needless to say I wasn't healthy... but I felt like I had control of my weight... now because I want a healthy baby I eat n can't run like I used too :( ...its just hard ... I worked myself to death for this body that now if filled w stretch marks..
  • lae3lae3
    wow.. me too girl.. im right there with you.. some days are better than others but if we are at the lake or the water and theres a bunch of skinny.. non pregos.. i feel real insecure.. and think thats how i used to look.. ugh..
  • myHEARTZx3myHEARTZx3
    its only temporary mama! i feel the exact opposite. i like looking preggo lol today i went to a party wearing a tight leopard dress and i felt everyone looking at me..maybe the dress was too much. LOL i just wanna show off my belly
  • brttnywstn14brttnywstn14
    @mshahir yea I think I read somewhere about that...I knew u were on bed rest tho (sorry if that sounded creepy lol) I'm sorry!! I hope she stats in just long enough! :)

    @Jay_brad yea same here :|

    @lae3 yea same here :/ I'm not a very jealous person and I trust my bf 100% but sometimes when he goes out dancing I get all insecure cause I know there is gonna be pretty girls there n then he has to come home to me n I'm not skinny n sexy anymore :/

    @myheartzx3 Aww that's good that you are that confident! I wish I was more like you! :)
  • myHEARTZx3myHEARTZx3
    u should feel beautiful mama :) pregnant women are..hehe
  • brttnywstn14brttnywstn14
    @myheartzx3 Aww :) thanks! I try to feel it and sometimes I do...just not always
  • kamillas_mama9kamillas_mama9
    @brttnywstn14 if it makes you feel better I started about 118 lbs now a whopping. 186 I'm almost 38 weeks and my body looks like I got attacked by Freddy Kruger for real I even have stretch marks on my boobs and ass:( but just think of what beautiful babies we will get:)
  • brttnywstn14brttnywstn14
    @mommy2milla yea I keep telling myself that it is all worth it! And I'm gonna get a beautiful baby girl out of it and that helps sometimes but other times its just hard :/
  • kamillas_mama9kamillas_mama9
    I understand completely I cry cuz I feel like a giant ugly fat man:( I feel selfish sometimes cuz I can't wait to start losing weight!
  • brttnywstn14brttnywstn14
    @mommy2milla yea I feel the same way!! I feel like a horrible mom :(
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