just a vent! not pregnancy related...really long!
Don't really have anyone else to complain to right now, but feel like I'm.going to explode if I don't get this off my chest. I'm 30 weeks my baby shower is in like 3 weeks. My gma has cancer so up until my mom just recently had to get surgery she has had her hands full caring for my gma. My mom wants to plan my baby shower but just had surgery last month herself and the incision is not healing and she got an infection, so today she had emergency surgery. So everything is really stressful right now, I'm starting to9 stress about the baby shower as well b/c there hasn't been any invitations sent out, and I kno my mom wants to plan it so bad, and I offered to help her b/c she's going thru a lot right now. She doesn't want any help from me, but I was kinda planning for this baby shower b/c we still need a lot for the baby. So I'm worried about my gma, my mom, the shower. On top of all this me and my bf/bd is currently living with my parents which is is stressful enough as it is, we pay rent, help with anything my parents need, just until we get our place in a few months. My 18 year old brother lives here doesn't work currently so he's home all day. Since my mom went into surgery today I'm taking of my Lil bro and SIS, my sister is 13 and my youngest bro is 8. My sister is a smartass and thats putting it nicely, she says some evil things and is constantly getting smart or hitting the 8 yr old all the time. She doesn't want to clean up after her self, tells me to kiss her ass and is always screaming about something like lifes so dramatic, I know its her age and she thinks she's so grown at almost 13 years old. But I have enough to deal with today. My bf is a roofer, so he is in the heat all day long, and right now its like 95 degrees out where we live. He only got an hiur Ir so of sleep last night becuz the younger two were up late being loud after they were told to go to bed. My 18 yr old bro instead of correcting their behavior acts just like them. Well my bf came in today from work sick as hell and tired, so I told him to nap for awhile hoping he will feel better, being in the heat 10 hours a day is a lot for any guy to handle. My license are suspended for a ticket that was list under the wrong driver license number so its not even my ticket, I asked my bro to go to the grocery store and grab stuff for dinner so I can cook for the kids. He argues with me that I can wake my bf up and make him go bc he's tired right now and don't feel like it!!! Wtf he's home all day slept until 2 in the afternoon and he wants me to wake my bf who got up at 4am and make him go back out in the heat to the store!! It pisses me that me and bf do so much around here and don't complain, but my bro can not have a little respect and just go for me! Sorry post is kinda all over the place, I'm pissed right now and needed to tell someone. Thanks for reading.
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