sick an tired of going through this pregnancy alone

Septemberbubby

Feel more alone than I have ever felt in my life. I'm 10 an a half weeks pregnant with my first baby, everything is new to me , I live with my boyfriend who could not give 2 shits bout what I'm goin through or how I'm feeling . Makes me out to b a bitch all the time. And go's off a. Me when I tell him I feel sick . If never shows me any affection, so then I'm resorted to 'asking' which pisses him off. And hurts me so bad for the simple fact I shouldn have to ask for a cuddle or abit of support or b made feel like Shit because I need to get how I'm feeling off my chest . I can't talk to anyone about the way he makes me feel, coz then that will make them hate him . So when my family ask I always spin Shit sayin I couldn't ask for a better boyfriend . I'm constantly lying to myself. I really need a shoulder to cry on an just for someone to let me know It's goin to b ok. I really wish I had a boyfriend who could give me that ....

luvmyson

I'm sorry ur goin thru all this girl...I know its hard goin thru this when u feel alone...I myself am in a similar situation...preggo with a deadbeats baby buts dating my first sons father...he's accepting it but still throws it up in my face...ur bf is probly freakin out right now cuz all this is new to him...guys think we just get fat and pop a kid out...they don't think of all the changes that come along with it...but u shouldn't have to lie to yourself...if ur family is willing to give support where support is needed u should let them...mayb if ur bf sees how ur family reacts to everything he will get his shit straight...just remember that everything u go thru is all for ur lil peanut and try not to stress too much...in my thoughts and prayers.

Septemberbubby

Thank you so much for your kind words it really means a lot . Really it does. Wish I had a friend like you about. Hope everything gets better for you also , you've really made me feel a lot better its compforting to know that there is such a kind person out there xxx xxx xxx

marriedwith3

I was n da same situation with my first born dad...... Guys r just as scared as we r. Even tho they try to play tough, don't fall for it. It's all new to the both of u. I so agree with @luvmyson u need a support system. U really don't wanna stress urself out worrying cuz baby can feel everything that u feel. Feel free to message me if u wanna talk ...... Hopes it get better

luvmyson

@septemberbubbu where r u from? Just wonderin I'm in nc but ill give u my # if u ever need someone to talk to or u can message me...its always nice to have someone to talk or vent to that understands...hope the best girly

luvmyson

Ugh sorry lil keys on phone I mispelled ur name

Septemberbubby

Lol that's ok , I'm from Australia luv. So might cost abit to call lol thanks heaps for the support and for caring , hopefully things will start getting better even if it means leaving him I just really can't take this anymore