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I think I'm depressed... I dnt eat as much as I used to & I'm ALWAYS crying & if I'm not crying I have a lump in my throat like I'm about to cry & I find less & less reasons to get out of bed each day sometimes I stay in my room all day only coming out to eat & go back in the ppl I'm living with are always asking me what's wrong or if I'm okay & because I dnt wanna explain to anybody why I feel this way I manage a smile & say I'm fine just sleepy I would nvr hurt myself or my little one I but dying crosses my mind a lot I'm suree I sound crazy but I'm going through so much & doing it without support from the ppl I love just makes it harder for me to cope...<\3