ugh... dying here!
So my fiance is at work out of state which is depressing to be alone and I can't ever sleep anymore so that's no help. And at almost 33 weeks preggo im over it! I didn't know when I got preggo I was gonna gain soo much weight and I didn't know id have a small bump and that all the weight was gonna go to my butt and legs... I know I shouldn't complain because I truly am grateful to be carrying a healthy baby girl and I love her so much!!! She just wasn't planned and I guess I wasn't ready for the changes to myself... when I found out I was scared and thrilled both. Now im thrilled scared and impatiently waiting to be a mom and to be able to get my old self back... I don't like that I hate my body...I feel so selfish and sad... anyone else like this?
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