npr but keep me in your thoughts! no longer a Mrs.?!

momofSOONtobe7

Well in less then one hour I will be heading into court.... today is my pretrial for my divorce but if he agrees to everything it could be my final hearing date as well. I so badly feel like im going to miscarry bc I am so scared and I've done nothing but cry all morning. Hormones I love them. This has been a long time coming but regardless its still hard. I filed back in december but nothing became of it. Now after paying almost 5grand I didn't have im going to be a free woman kinda lol. I am sitting in my vehicle scared to death nervous as hell and just don't know what to make of everything. Im praying I make it through court and not cry and loose my baby over this divorce like I did the last mc I had. Stress is a killer!!! Wish me luck ladies bc I need it im freaking out!!!! Thanks my pregly ladies.

HisMom20

Good luck stay strong!

justkirarenee

Sending prayers for strength and the health and safety of your baby and you. *hug*

loveourlittleone

Everything will be fine! Just focus on how much better things will be after everything is over

mumma_to_be

@momofSOONtobe7 goodluck mumma hope everythin goes well for yuu and **stickybabydust**

momofSOONtobe7

Thanks ladies.... you all made me cry again!!!! I have been cramping so bad since last night and havent slept either so im even more emotional.

Wilsomom

Praying for you, btdt. Just take some slow deep breaths before you go in.

momofSOONtobe7

Well everyone things went better then I thought. I got full custody of all 4 if my kids, I get to claim all 4 on taxes, get my vehicle paid off and he gets all the debts, he gets to keep the house which I don't care anyways it wasn't that great. So im happy but still balled my eyes out. It was painful regardless. Still having some cramping but its not to bad now. He said he still loves me though. That was hard. He didn't shed a tear unlike me... but its done and over with now. I can some what breath a sigh of relief. It hasn't quit hit me yet. We ended up taking the kids to the fair tonight and he introduced me as his wife. I didn't say a word. Kinda hurt. So thanks for the support ladies. I am officially divorced. I can start my new life!