so last night i cried at work! venting :'(
I was fine when I got to work but an hour after being there I just began falling apart...
First my hip starting clicking and I had a sharp pain in my right butt cheek... I then starting shifting my weight to my other leg and that knee just started throbbing. I was then beginning to feel unbelievingly hungry called my bd to bring me food... When he arrived I was the only person available on floor so I could not leave my possition behind the cash register... At this point I almost cried but not quite. I was finally relieved to my lunch where I sat down and started stuffing my face I was beginning to feel better I sat down my whole 30 minutes but as soon is I got up I had to pee and limped my way to bathroom in pain my back is starting to ache at this point as well... I've eaten and so now I know I'm not dizzy from hunger and I'm standing there nearly falling over from exhaustion I was done I couldn't hold in anymore I paged my manager and asked if I could be relieved early when I got the approval I walked back onto the back clocked out and just cried... And cried I felt so terrible and I was trying to make it through the night my bd walked to pick me up I cried on the walk home and I cried in a pillow when I got home for another 20 min I had no idea why I was crying just couldn't stop
and now this morning nothing feels different I want to have.my baby now 38 weeks today
First my hip starting clicking and I had a sharp pain in my right butt cheek... I then starting shifting my weight to my other leg and that knee just started throbbing. I was then beginning to feel unbelievingly hungry called my bd to bring me food... When he arrived I was the only person available on floor so I could not leave my possition behind the cash register... At this point I almost cried but not quite. I was finally relieved to my lunch where I sat down and started stuffing my face I was beginning to feel better I sat down my whole 30 minutes but as soon is I got up I had to pee and limped my way to bathroom in pain my back is starting to ache at this point as well... I've eaten and so now I know I'm not dizzy from hunger and I'm standing there nearly falling over from exhaustion I was done I couldn't hold in anymore I paged my manager and asked if I could be relieved early when I got the approval I walked back onto the back clocked out and just cried... And cried I felt so terrible and I was trying to make it through the night my bd walked to pick me up I cried on the walk home and I cried in a pillow when I got home for another 20 min I had no idea why I was crying just couldn't stop
and now this morning nothing feels different I want to have.my baby now 38 weeks today
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