over due
So I was due october 19. Still no sign of baby. Everything I try has failed. Pineapple, spicy food, walking, jumping jacks. I WOULD attempt sex but my dumb ass bf only asks for it when im too busy to enjoy it, like 10 mins before we leave for doc today he wanted sex, I had a membrane sweep today and didnt want to have his shit oozing out of me and we didnt have time. Then he can never come to bed with me even though he knows very well I like to cuddle and then initiate sex on my terms and then pass out after. He would rather wait an hour or two after I head to bed so he can watch tv and play on computer THEN comes to bed and ASKS for sex, by then im pissed I had to wait multiple hours for him to be ready so I say no which leads to begging which I find to be even a bigger turn off then asking for sex. You want me to get aroused it'll be through stimulation like kissing and touching until im in the mood. Asking me is just a turn off as I find it tacky. When you first meet someone and really lust for them its never ASKED will we fuck, its lean over and make out and grope each other until all your clothes are ripped off and your screwing each others brains out. If you have to ask then the mood just isn't there and you dont care to even try make it happen.
If I wasn't so damn broke from carrying this fuck's lazy ass this entire last year I would buy the oil required to softed my cervix but no I have zero money after paying for all his shit. Moving us to bc all paid for by me and MY parents. Buying all the baby stuff we needed and replacing all that I lost in the move. ALL I ASK IS TO GET LAID FOR HIS SEMEN TO BE DEPOSITED ONCE A DAY WHEN I WANT SO THAT WE CAN GET THIS CURSED CHILD OUT OF ME FINALLY!!! Is that too much to freaken ask?!?! Everything I try he says isn't going to work and has zero faith in me. So its really hard for me the size of a house to get turned on by someone who could and has consistently cared less about me or his son or his responsibilities. The only thing going in his favour is that he did move here and has been nice and somewhat social with my family. Thats it! His family gives zero support to the two of us and tried to lie and say they would have helped us with a place to stay had we remained in alberta. The same retard's that couldn't let 70 a month go for his truck insurance when they knew he and I weren't working and only I had on ei coming in to keep us fed. They also wouldn't get a roommate for spare bedroom and refused to let the 350 extra go for the sake of not stressing out their pregnant daughter in law that is carrying their 1 grandchild Ever. I gave them 5 grand for a basement suite that had no stove or kitchen sink first few months, their dryer ruined half my clothes, and then back charged me cuz they were too lazy to find a short term renter. Then they let my cats out for over two weeks when we were on vacation resulting in my girl cat getting knocked up and running away from home while we were gone since his sister terrorised them and trashed our place. They THEN had the NERVE to tell me they did a good job and that they were pissed I didnt thank them AND they needed more money from me for THEIR SON'S bills. Fucking scum of the world him and his entire family. His dad Finally stepped up to plate and sent 500 to help us get a new bed since ours got wet during move and grew mold. He is the only one who has cared to help this family that hasn't even begun yet to get on our feet from my bf's side. My parents on other hand have spent well over thousands to help move our stuff, pay bills and buy food and baby stuff never mind ALL the time hey have taken off work to ensure safe travels and to come see their first grandchild. Ugh. Could go on but must sleep. Thanks all for listening. Goodnight
If I wasn't so damn broke from carrying this fuck's lazy ass this entire last year I would buy the oil required to softed my cervix but no I have zero money after paying for all his shit. Moving us to bc all paid for by me and MY parents. Buying all the baby stuff we needed and replacing all that I lost in the move. ALL I ASK IS TO GET LAID FOR HIS SEMEN TO BE DEPOSITED ONCE A DAY WHEN I WANT SO THAT WE CAN GET THIS CURSED CHILD OUT OF ME FINALLY!!! Is that too much to freaken ask?!?! Everything I try he says isn't going to work and has zero faith in me. So its really hard for me the size of a house to get turned on by someone who could and has consistently cared less about me or his son or his responsibilities. The only thing going in his favour is that he did move here and has been nice and somewhat social with my family. Thats it! His family gives zero support to the two of us and tried to lie and say they would have helped us with a place to stay had we remained in alberta. The same retard's that couldn't let 70 a month go for his truck insurance when they knew he and I weren't working and only I had on ei coming in to keep us fed. They also wouldn't get a roommate for spare bedroom and refused to let the 350 extra go for the sake of not stressing out their pregnant daughter in law that is carrying their 1 grandchild Ever. I gave them 5 grand for a basement suite that had no stove or kitchen sink first few months, their dryer ruined half my clothes, and then back charged me cuz they were too lazy to find a short term renter. Then they let my cats out for over two weeks when we were on vacation resulting in my girl cat getting knocked up and running away from home while we were gone since his sister terrorised them and trashed our place. They THEN had the NERVE to tell me they did a good job and that they were pissed I didnt thank them AND they needed more money from me for THEIR SON'S bills. Fucking scum of the world him and his entire family. His dad Finally stepped up to plate and sent 500 to help us get a new bed since ours got wet during move and grew mold. He is the only one who has cared to help this family that hasn't even begun yet to get on our feet from my bf's side. My parents on other hand have spent well over thousands to help move our stuff, pay bills and buy food and baby stuff never mind ALL the time hey have taken off work to ensure safe travels and to come see their first grandchild. Ugh. Could go on but must sleep. Thanks all for listening. Goodnight
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