i feel like my husband doesnt love me like he did before he left
My husband is home for 30 days recovery from army training. He left in august and came home last week on friday. We had about three phone calls the entire training and I got to visit him for 36 hours last month, but that's it. Our communication through letters didn't work out because of the post office and some stuff here, so it was pretty much like he jumped off the face of the earth. I've gone through hell and back without him and its been so hard. Now that he's home he doesn't really participate in the pregnancy. I have to put his hand on my stomach for him to feel and he refuses to talk, play or anything with her. He never acts like he wants to touch me besides holding my hand. We have had sex five time since he's been back which ya isn't like its not a lot, but we haven't been together for three months. Tonight I tried to wake him up happy so we could have sex like we used to(he used to love that). Instead he just got mad and told me no and went back to sleep. Its little things that make me feel rejected, but he never did them before. I knew things would change a lot, but being rejected really hurts. Especially with hormones. I also feel like our relationship has gone back to our first year problems because he is doing the same things he used to with talking to his mom all the time and not caring so much. I just hate feeling this way.
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