@wyattsmommy he told his sister to cancel my ticket, that i wasn't going. He told her i didn't wanna go. I asked him and he said i should spend more time with our daughter. I spend 24/7 with her. He's seen her a total of maybe 1hr in the past month.
So fuck it all. Im not waiting for amazon. I told my friend, the potential bd, that i wanna take a test. I sucked up the courage. He's gonna buy one. He's excited, im not, cause he wanted a baby with me in the past. When i was 18 he got me prego but i mc at 2.5months.
@mommyof3girls Idk. Still nervous. Thinking about waiting til morning but if im pregnant it should show no matter what time it is. I know he wants to know. My lo is 4months old. Im not ready for another.
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A huge weight has been lifted. Despite my feelings it was negative. Im so happy right now. I do want another baby but not for a few years.
How are you?