im depressed all the time and its not hormonal
Idk what's going on. I'm so miserable 24/7 nothing makes me happy. I'm not into doing anything w friends, I force myself to do it and I feel like I never smile. I'm tired and the idea of doing basically anything that involves getting dressed and leaving the house stresses me out...but I never want to be home. Ahhhhhhhh!!!! Wish I could yell it really loud. If I go to the docs they'll say it's bc of the miscarriage. Its not, its many things that I can't control. I feel useless and lazy and that makes me feel more upset. I am on the verge of crying all the time and I never feel like eating, or cooking, so when I do eat its something shitty. I hate this.
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@georgias_mummy I'll look for you on fb thank you!! Xoxo
I just apologized to my hubby and the gorgeous man knows I didn't mean it and he forgave me. That's why I love him so much xoxo
I wont be able to ttc until Sept bc of this job. I have to wait 90 days to go permanent and then another 90 for benefits. so I guess I can try anything til then
There's no insta-fix unfortunately. Just know that there are strangers from all over the world who are going through simillar issues, and are sending their love your way.
(But finding a good stress release doesn't hurt either. For me, it's running, and painting. Explore different outlets like that, you'd be surprised how much of a difference they can make)
xoxo
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