Am I the only one?
My mother in law and my mom love my son Noah (he was born august 2011) and they are always asking me when I'm going to have another. I know I would like to within the next two years but lately just the though of going through labor again makes me panic! Like sweaty hands, heart racing sort of deal. I had a horrible labor that lasted 17 hrs. I got to the hospital at 3cm and didn't get the epi until 5 cm. I was without the epidural for 4 hrs because that's how long it took me to get to 5cm and let me tell you that I can still remember the pain and I never want to experience that again. I was hitting everything around me and on the verge of passing out. The nurses kept yelling my husband to hold my hands because I was going to hurt myself. Then after the woo everything was better but my pain never completely went away because they said I had an air bubble in my belly that wasn't allowing the meds to work in that area. Ughhh! So I just dealt with that for the rest of my labor. My son was 9.5 lbs and gave me a 3rd degree tear which later got infected and because of this I couldn't even mover for the 3 weeks pp. I love my baby and wish I could be brave enough to do it again like some of you ladies but I just don't know if I am
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