so tired *update*
I keep thinking I don't know how much more I can handle. I found a job ,still waiting to hear about when I go in for orientation. But I thought things were going to start looking up. I thought that with my husband working and me working that we could start paying our bills and get into an apartment. So far that's not happening. Still can't find an appartment that will except us with bad credit and previous evictions. Then my husband took the van to work cuz he was getting off late. Well it got repo'ed. With all our carseats, a bunch of clothes and other stuff. We owe over $900 on it for a title loan. We haven't paid on it in a while because we haven't had any money. My husbands parents are in from az and let him borrow their truck to get "home" and to get to work this morning. They told him to find out how much to get it back. But I'm pretty sure they will want more than they have and more than we would get paid. So much is going on. I'm so tired from dealing with everything. I'm starting to think we wont ever find a place. I'm so depressed. I want to cry. I even was thinking last night that my kids would be better off with another family and then I could either kill myself or admit myself in a mental hospital. I mean, we are stuck in a homeless shelter, now with no car. Despite how hard we are trying to find a place and get out. We both got jobs so that we could be able to pay bills when we do get out. But when they see our previous evictions and credit they toss us out the window. I'm tired emotionally and physically. I don't want to say I can't handle anymore cuz that's when god will throw something else at me. So I will just say I am so very tired. Sorry so long.
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@captivated no I haven't check there. We have basicly just drove around looking for rent signs.
@mama_kat thank you. I will try that.