today is my last day......:(
Today is my last full day as a pregnant women.
Tomorrow at 10 am I will be going to the hospital n not coming out till Wednesday. Today is not a day of relaxation its a day of cleaning ,fixing, and packing.
I have a long day ahead of me. I know one is not suppose to ask but I need reassurance. I need an ego boost. A light of hope. I feel that I have prepared but for some reason not enough. I have everything already but yet I still feel that I'm missing something.
I don't know but I would just like to hear (read) that everything is going to be fine.
I also worry because its the longest i'm be away from my baby boy. And I feel like he is going to forget me Or that he would think that I left him behind. He is my life and if only there was a way the he could be in the operating room with me I would have all the strength in the world. Because the last time I was in there was with him. Was when my life changed. And now its going to change again. For my baby girl.
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Tomorrow at 10 am I will be going to the hospital n not coming out till Wednesday. Today is not a day of relaxation its a day of cleaning ,fixing, and packing.
I have a long day ahead of me. I know one is not suppose to ask but I need reassurance. I need an ego boost. A light of hope. I feel that I have prepared but for some reason not enough. I have everything already but yet I still feel that I'm missing something.
I don't know but I would just like to hear (read) that everything is going to be fine.
I also worry because its the longest i'm be away from my baby boy. And I feel like he is going to forget me Or that he would think that I left him behind. He is my life and if only there was a way the he could be in the operating room with me I would have all the strength in the world. Because the last time I was in there was with him. Was when my life changed. And now its going to change again. For my baby girl.
Well thank you for showing a interest in my post.
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You will do great!
And I am supper glad to be bring him his baby sister. He comes up to me when I'm sitting down and lefts up my shirt just to kiss my belly. N then I ask for kiss and he walks away. Lol. its just that I've been with him since day one and I'll fine it hard to be away for so long.
@Aubreysmommy thank you sweety for your support.
@dra765 thank you I know. Now I can't say I hate Mondays lol.
But I really do hope she likes me. Just a bit worried she will cry when I carry her.
@Sjmomof3 thank you I hope he doesn't. He is my glue as I am his paper. We are 1 whole. I love him so much and I wake up to him everyday I don't think he would rest peacefully if I'm not by his side. He has slept with me since day one..no lie he has never slept alone or n a crib. I just hope he can handle it. he is 15 months. N my hubby does clean but only on his off days. So now he is going to have to do it everyday. Lol. He will feel my pain of doing it while feeding n playing with a hipper lil boy.