I'm doing okay haven't cried yet don't won't to scare my little girl. We went to see him on Friday. So I got to see him one last time and show my baby who he was so I think I will actually be okay until the funeral.
The funeral was nice I cried when my mom tried to read something and got choked up.. They asked anyone in military or Police to wear there uniform to honor him cause he did both. They told my sister that she would be walking behind the casket cause she was in her police uniform. Well they ended up One person short so she had to be a pallbearer and that's when I really lost it. It started to sprinkle at the grave site and then when we drove off it started pour cats and dogs. It was in a small town so everyone that we drive by pulled over and stopped other people stood road sided with hate in hand. Yes he will be missed but he had not remembered us for a while now
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It gets easier
When my grandma passed (at 62?) We celebrated her life instead of her passing.
Police to wear there uniform to honor him cause he did both. They told my sister that she would be walking behind the casket cause she was in her police uniform. Well they ended up One person short so she had to be a pallbearer and that's when I really lost it. It started to sprinkle at the grave site and then when we drove off it started pour cats and dogs. It was in a small town so everyone that we drive by pulled over and stopped other people stood road sided with hate in hand. Yes he will be missed but he had not remembered us for a while now